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it's raining.. i'm alone at home... got back from teaching 2 students, still have 3 more in the evening...

was chatting with a taxi-driver on my way home.. was telling him what i'm doing.. he was bloody impressed with me.. saying a 20 year old girl... teaches piano and coaches swimming.. well, it kinda feels like a norm.. not special feelings towards it..

i feel that my life is totally different from all my friends... as in, i feel like i'm having all the time in the world (It's bad...i know).... i'm too comfortable with my life now to make any changes..just that, i feel that i'm different from the rest of my friends...to the extend that... i feel totally OUT... i seldom talk to them anymore.. all busy with school and work... and i'm bloody free... friends around me are superficial.. not true.. i can't speak to anyone heart to heart now.. not like in the past..

i dunno... i somehow wish i could go back to simple life... but i know, i can't.. and i cannot! coz mummy pins all her hope on me... i have to make it happen... mummy health is detoriorating... scary.. not sure what it is... gotta wait for report to be out.. she'll be fine...God's with her...

s.i.m.p.l.i.c.i.t.y

At Dar's house now.. he's packing his room while i'm using the com *keke* just had dinner.. bloated.. his mummy cook so much.. prawns.. meat.. vege.. toufu... etc..and herbal soup! so bitter.. but gotta finish lah..

Bought mooncakes from Peijie.. met her at Boon Keng Mrt station.. chatted for awhile... hm... well, had an enjoyable weekend.. dunno, i kinda feel excited with wat's gonna happen in Oct.. i dunno wat will happen, but i dunno.. i just feel excited.. just felt that it's gonna be an exciting month.. well, it better work out the way i think it would be..

Dar's gonna get car.. Toyota Altis 1.6...black.. it's gonna arrive on christmas day! oh well.. it's a high maintenance toy...

Heard from Fanny that Daddy & Mummy is looking for a new shelter... at first it was admiralty.. then woodlands.. now sembawang.. *keke* nearer and nearer to Dar's home :)

I won a cashflow competition yesterday..at ngee ann poly.. the cash price is $80.. it was $100, but reduced to $80 last min.. dunno why.. well, made a few friends there and i'm realy excited to keep in touch with them! then.. went for lunch with Lorraine at Pizza Hut.. we pigged out... ate like wat 4 people would have ate.. *keke* well, had a nice chat with her... haven't done so for quite some time.. wanted to go cosy bay.. but dun have the chance to leh.. hmmm... hope to go there very soon... so i can visit my waterplace again!

YAWN~ a humid day... just woke up.. by my mom! called me from her work place to ask me to bring in the clothes coz it's raining!

Just finished fixing a 1000 peice jigsaw puzzle for mummy.. precious moment.. which have a caption "i believe in miracles"! i started at 12pm yesterday noon...and aims to complete it by 7pm, before she comes home from work.. Fanny came back from school at about 2pm & help me with it... tada! it was completed at 7m sharp! framed it.. and put it beside my tv.. so when mummy comes home, it's the first thing she'll see! ..as my tv faces the door.. this morning, she told me she liked it! and *faintz* ... told me to fix her another one... well..

That bitch msged me last night and told me to return her HER sausages.. my goodness... i cooked maggi mee yesterday noon, and can't find any eggs to go along with it.. so i searched thru my freezer and found 2 sausages.. so i cut both up, and cooked it... it belongs to her... HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW? she msged "Did you eat my sausages? give it back to me or i'll destroy your things".. i replied "how would i know it's YOUR sausages? please write your BIG name there in future".. her reply was "i want to see them when i come back fom work tomorrow".. i replied "duno wat brand, destroy my things if you want"... she says "okie"... heck~ no point talking to such a childish freak.. and i really mean childish! i msged Ernest and told him.. that she should go suck Samuel's sausage.... *bleah* sometimes i really pity her.. that she's living in her own childish world.. trying to get her friend's attention by changing her favourite colour from yellow to pink.. perhaps she's jealous of me.. of my popularity.. so she's imitating me.. She'll never do it.. go to her church and learns dunno wat.. treat everyone like shit.. she's a piece of shit herself.. work so hard...9am to 5pm everyday, and earns that pathetic sum of money.. dun even know how to contribute to the family.. treats her dad like a pieace of shit too.. in conclusion, she's a PIECE OF SHIT!

Mummy had been very nice..*keke* whenever that bitch strikes, mummy will protect me... of course, i'm her daughter k.... so i made mummy puzzle...and will make her more...

Darling has been talking about engagement.. well, i really dun mind engagement.. thot of many factors.. we are young..and *touchwood*..might not even end up together in future.. i mean, it's unforeseeable.. and it's a lifetime commitment.. Darlin's going NS soon... However, after engagement, it would also mean we have a promise with each other..and then proceed on the buy a house and car... My mom is actually quite ok with the idea.. but worried that i'll be like her...when she's young..make hasty decision... But dar's mom seems to disagree now... well, watever that is.. we shall see when time goes by.. so darling, where's my ring from Tiffany & Co.? *wink*

heard from Fanny that we're moving house soon...to woodlands... this idea have been around for a few months... and we have actually view flats in woodlands... but no action taken yet... dunno it it's gonna be for real this time.. i won't mind a change of environment.. it would mean my own room! and nearer to Darling's house.. so he won't complain when he drives me back home... *bleah*

am i really going china in october? it's still in progress.. actually i dun mind going.. but i'll be "alone".. i'll be there with like all "older" people of like over 40 years old...and i'm only 20.. and dunno who to sleep with at night... hmm... if only darling can come along with me.. and i'm also worried about the airtickets, accomdation...expenses... *sigh* shall discuss about it when time comes... hopefully everything goes well.. i''m not actually lazy, just that i like to take my time to do things, and do not like it when anyone pushes me.. i would say, i can't work under pressure"... so please dun rush me.. i'll take my time...and do watever i have to do.. besides, i'm in control of my life, not anyone else... though in the 20th century, everyone's taking about speed, fastest wins ...etc... to me, the traditional phrase still stands ..."Slow & Steady wins the race!"

Cherrios~

Did it rain this morning? the weather's so cool today.. love this kinda weather...very very sleepy, reached home at about 13oam last night, and woke up at about 830am.. gotta teach piano in the evening..

went thomson to eat prata with darling last night.. he really does know how to eat man! he was craving for prata...so we went.. and after that he wanted to go 7-11 to eat pizza! *faint* we bought 7up and chips.. then brought them to my house void deck to munch.. and chit chat.. very long never chat leh..

talked about his plans to get a car and flat... he's considering to buy a 3-room flat..then rent the whole flat out for about $800...then use the money to pay off his car's installement... Toyota Altis (black).. alternatively, sell off the flat 5 years' later, then buy the car... hmm.. but the only criteria is that, for me to get engaged with his so that we can purchase the flat... oh well, his parents are ok with the idea, but i doubt mine will... dunno, must ask..

i'm only 20.. not ready to get engaged leh.. i dunno.. for others, it might be just engagement... etc.. but for me, it means alot..

oh well....

Jiarui reached home late last night.. and his parents were scolding him.. well, it's the life and phrase most teenagers will go through.. then i thought back, i was once like that too.. so, we shouldn't scold him... but talk to him..(If is actually gets thru)...

Off to play popcap...INSANIQUARIUM!

have another class at 4pm..must get ready...

*keke* Dar and i went to Yishun stadium to run..i mean, he run..not me.. i took his timing for him.. he's going for his NAFFA test this coming thurs, and he's doing his last minute training.. Dar used to be an athelete for his school..and ...ya, but his tyre around his waist is pulling his timing back... it took him about 18mins.. BUT, he'll definately improve k~ i'll keep updating..

was at home the whole day today playing computer game.. INSANIQUARIUM! ahha..addictive~ but, only 60 mins of game play..sigh.. it's a www.popcap.com
well, i'm sure after this 'promo' period, they post it online FREE for everyone to play..i'll wait~

Still at Dar's place.. he got angry with me last night, coz ... well, he said he HATES me.. wah piang... we're alright now.. i know he says that in spur of anger.. but i just can't tolerate vulgarites and hurting words.. no matter how angry i am, i'm very sure the words 'i hate you' will never come outta my mouth.. i keep imagining.. next time IF we ever got married, will he abuse me? *gee*

Watching the apprentice now.. fierce.. the world where the rich plays their money game.. reminds me of.... WaterPlace...

At darling's house now...been here since 1pm...and fixing a 1000 piece puzzle! it's a picture of a tiger..so scary.. so fierce...dunno why dar like it.. it's the first time i ever fixed a puzzle..and i finished it within a day! 10 hours..very long leh.. my shoulders are aching man!

Haven't been bloggng for a long long time...got so many things to update, but not knowing where to start...oh yah! I have a dream house.. Water Place Condominium...wah piangz.. chio loh.. 4 rooms + study.. 1.3million... downpay 20%.. which is about 300K...the rest can be paid of over a monthly installment..of 35 years..budden.. it's about $3.5k a month! *sheesh* Dar actually thought of ROM.. so as to puchase a 3room flat..use the rent to pay off his new car installment!!! oh... he's buying a new car.. Toyota Altis.. i shall call it blackie! very comfy.. but i'll still miss xiao hong... alot alot... coz we started out the relationshpi coz of xiao hong *keke*

Well well.. till then...

It's the start of a new blog! yeah!...haven't been blogging for about a month! well, there's alot to update!... well..it'll take some time for me to tell my long long story... here goes...

Since my previous blog about Shannie being ditched, she saw the blog and flew up...well, heck.. when i got home that night, i saw all my clothes being strewn all over the floor....she took out all my clothes from the cupboard...and wrote a note..threating to cut up all my clothes.. OH MY GOODNESS , how CHILDISH can she get.. no wonder she got dumped.. she locked the bedroom door and i can't get in..please...she's not the only one living in the house, act like she's the queen...ya, queen of pigs! wanted to go over the Darlin's place that night, but mom dun allow... well, to cut the long story short, i moved over to Dar's house the next day...and i stayed there for a week..

How i wish i dun need to go back home...but mummy don't allow... well, Dar and Mummy met on friday night at suntec.. and mummy have a rather good impression of him..oh well.. we shall see how things goes..

Anyway, after this incident..i came to realise alot of things.. i shall talk about it when i blog again... Anyway, i'm quite happy with this new blog..looks so cute..

I'll be back!