~*/ m | c h 3 L L 3 \*~

freaking lost my car key while shopping at AMK hub this morning.. and the only shop i entered was Levis.. i had to call Jiayi for help, to bring my ONLY spare key.. thank you for making the effort lah.. but, i saved you a trip in the end.. because, i found it! near a stack of folded clothes.. thanks to the peeps in Levis.. the 2 guys were EXTREMLY nice!!!
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extremly moody today... dun ask me why... i won't utter a word!

you know..i love mondays and tuesdays.. i have all the time in the world to myself.. especially when there's sat and sun before mon and tues.. it's like a loooooong weekend! weEeee~

started with mahjong session at jie jie's place on friday night.. wasn't really expecting to play mahjong.. coz we didn't plan for it.. just thot of going over for dinner.. then chit chat.. but..we ended up playing mahjong till 4am! *faint* the BIG winner for that night is JAMES! he won like $68! and i won only $8 after playing the whole night! well..it's not really the money lah.. it's the fun! and the company! jie jie the most 可怜.. play until no more chips left.. QC play until use coins loh!

Left jie jie's place about 430am.. went AMK mac with QC.. slept only at 5am! *yawn*

Went JB the next day, and went to Claire's place in the evening.. Honestly, it's quite a cosy place for 2.. but, a little too stuffy.. and i simply can't live without aircon lah.. anyway, i heard they finished the whole bottle of Johnny Walker! damn high can! i was sooooo zonked that i had to reject my friend for a movie.. went home.. chat on the phone.. and slept at about 1230am.. and i got woken up by a call at freaking 2am!! joshua foo!!! *faint* he msged me to asked if i'm awake.. and if i never reply, obviously i'm sleeping right!! ya.. and he called.. asked me out for supper..

and i really didn't expect QC to call me at about 930am.. to tell me he's on his way down north.. anyway, i'm glad he called! dragged my lazy body outta bed and we went Orchid Country Club for gym..from 1030am to 12pm.. then went tanning til 2pm! so shiok lah! almost fell asleep! took some photos, but highly censored..*oops* QC was tanning his front, and i was tanning my back.. luckily he brought his Ipod along.. at least we have some music to listen to! went lunch.. and came to my place for awhile to check his email.. then we went AMK hub to shop around..then went for sushi dinner.. that guy can really eat loh.. *bow*

very very tired.. came home at about 6pm and slept til 8pm.. gotta meet up with bernard lah.. complaining that we haven't met for 3 weeks already..okok sorry.. we chat all the way from 830pm to 12 midnight! so much to bitch about loh! looking forward to our next holiday trip together! *wink*

pretty much sums up my weekend :)

went Orchid Country Club yesterday.. wanted to swim.. but ended up taking soOoOooO long to take photos and video! haha~ the weather's so hot!! wasn't quite keen at first to meet at 12 noon! .. but after awhile, photo-taking's so fun loh! was laughing throughout the whole session! haha~

anyway, haven't seen Jiarui for a long time too.. and it was his birthday yesterday! Happy birthday!! took this while waiting for Jiarui to get my pink shades from my car.. i'm too lazy to walk over.. keke~



Jiayi's complaining that my hands were blocking his face..bleah.. too bad.. and thanks to his Olympus camera.. it's waterproof! so fun loh! We took photos underwater too! haha~

It's tiring lah.. to take photos in the water, coz gotta keep getting in and outta the water to adjust the camera.. on timer you see~


Underwater! I had a hard time trying to NOT stay afloat loh! That's why i'm behind the 2 guys lah.. they'll sink down..and i'm like pulling their wet suits so that i'll sink down with them too..haha~ but not for long before i pull them all up the surface..haha~ we laughed like anything trying to take these shots.. and when we start laughing, all the bubbles will cover our faces.. then have to take again and again and again and again.. damn tiring can!


Finally.. we've decided to stop taking photos and start to swim.. and i think.. me and my crazy idea.. we started to video our butterfly stroke.. almost died loh! we tried to swim in a synchronised way.. like all come out together, then go down together.. re-take dunno how many times.. outta breath can! nevertheless, we managed to take a nice video! but suck lah..my fly not as nice as the 2 guys' ones.. HMPH!


The camera's battery died before we reached the wall... argh.. but ok lah.. managed to take like 4 strokes of my housefly..i mean.. butterfly..hehe~

very very tired.. after all the "flying".. *keke* Rewarded ourselves with Sakae Sushi!

Help!! stop my durian craze! it's all your fault lah! I wanted to go home straight after gym on Wed evening.. But you.. you.. you..

Ok lah..not exactly your fault... we went 848 for yong tau hu.. so healthy loh! upon finishing my last fishball, this aroma just.. got into my nostrils lah.. wanted to buy just ONE.. really! just one.. but hor, one for $5.. 3 for $12.. of course buy 3 lah!


Ya..it's your fault.. because.. you're supposed to stop me from buying 3! well, we went to a void deck to eat.. just one.. and a half durian.. and he brought the rest home for his parents.. simply crazy loh.. but nice lah.. it's been a long time since i ate something at void deck.. he asked me if i remembered when was the last time we had food at void deck.. i simply can't recall a thing!

It was at my 619 house.. he bought prata over.. with curry somemore.. and i brought utensils down..and feast on it.. oh man.. he said i was simply crazy that time..

ok..no more durians for now...

after typing this entry, i realised that my title is the exact opposite of my bestie's entry title! haha~

It’s really quite interesting.. that somehow, we just feel something for somebody we're quite close to... to find that when we get to know that person, we’d be emotionally trashed. The thrashy feeling fills the void of curiosity and interest. The clear blue(or pink!) sky, is suddenly filled with dark clouds, leaving us confused. Seems like..the more we know, the harder the heart gotta withstand the blow. Telling the stories to close ones.. somehow makes us feel more 'diseased'.. haha~

It's really difficult to express the feeling we feel D E E P inside us. Sigh.. Certainly, we would wanna know.. if the 'other' felt the same way as you too.. at that exact same moment.

Tsk tsk.. there's always hope for a better love.. Free to choose/move.. away from anyone who cause us harm.. who hurt us... *ouch* How can we literally tell the difference?! obsession, anger, sadness, hurt...etc...

hah~ maybe we weren’t really in love with that person in the first place. Probably... its just a SHORT connection of interest between our fantasy and reality.

MAYBE... I Love You.. for a short while.. not for long i hope..

Love this Remix version... just happened to come across this song in youtube.. no other special meaning attached to it...

Only last June when her old man ran away
She couldn't stop crying cause she knew he was gone to stay
10:35 on a lonely Friday night
She was standing by the fire and ooh she was looking alright

I asked her if she wanted to dance
And she said that
All she wanted was a good man
And wanted to know
If I thought I was qualified

And I said baby don't waste your time
I know what's on your mind
I may be qualified for a one night stand
But I could never take the place of your man

It hurt me so bad when she told me with tears in her eyes
He was all she ever had and now she wanted to die
He left her with a baby and another one on the way
She couldn't stop crying cause she knew he was gone to stay

She asked me if we could be friends
And I said oh honey baby that's a dead end
You know and I know
That we wouldn't be satisfied

And I said baby don't waste your time
I know what's on your mind baby
Wouldn't be satisfied with a one night stand
And I could never take the place of your man

I love drinking fluffy! It's nice.. and warm.. and i'm always looking forward to the design on it.. oh! and it's cheap too! and healthy! by the way, Fluffy's actually warm milk lah...

i had quite a irritable day today.. or rather, eventful..

don't step on my tail.. you don't know how hard i'll bite..

try me~

Looking forward to Aug, Sept, Oct, Nov, Dec.. 5 more months to 2009.. this year seemed to pass in a blink of eye.. tsk tsk.. and next 5 months will be filled with "many many"(to be said with an Indian accent *QC*) things! hee~

i'm gonna be so occupied.. and i'm so loving it.. because, my mind won't have time to idle and think of stupid stuff..

Practical exam... Theory exam... Coaching.. Holiday... NIE... Music training... Birthdays.. etc.. Christmas!
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Been quite awhile since I spent time with you.. alone.. feels good to have your company.. so glad to have you as a friend.. yes, a friend... my bestie...

Went IKEA alexandra today with bestie to buy hundred boxes..haha.. ya, exaggerating.. bought 2 pink vases and 2 sunflowers to put in bestie's.. erm.. "neatly" packed room.. hahaha~ while he was packing his room, i was busy writing on the stalk of the sunflower while watching superband!

Sunflower - Pure thoughts, pure love(friendship), longevity, pride, sunshine! remember to "water" the 2 flowers!

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Superband's quite entertaining today.. i enjoy watching Superband.. simply because... i get entertained, laughing at the contestants! some really cannot make it loh.. so, i just sit there and laugh my one hour away.. haha~

4 more days to weekends!

I got Kinder Bueno today! I'm so so so happy can! My day didn't really start quite well you know.. lesson at 9am, and i woke up at 9:05am! called up and changed to a later timing..then continue to sleep til 10am.. heehee.. then quickly got up and change.. and went for next class at 1030am.. went woodlands..then Jurong.. then i got my Bueno! so touched.. hur hur.. thank you bestie for my Kinder!

about 3 days ago, i was feeling so upset.. then i ate kinder bueno.. my fav chocolate!

Went for haircut at REDS.. then went for movie.. oh! met 欧阳兄 in town too.. took a poloroid photo.. hee..

Movie was entertaining.. 2.5 hours! and we're soooooo NOT late.. yeah! thot we're gonna miss the show quite abit.. but we didn't!

Going gyming and swimming tmr with bestie! then.. wanna do my hair and abit of shopping!

****** says:
"Dear Diary, when i grow up... i want to be jus like Princess Michelle!!"

This has gotta be the jolliest thing that made me grin like anything today..haha.. no no..it's not said by a young kid.. it's said by a 28 year old boy! haha~

Was packing my shelf today, and found some really old books.. came across this song.. I've been playing this song way back..since 1997.. almost 10 years ago~ it's such a classic til now..

the one below's from the movie...

T.G.I.F~

This is a really old song.. but it kinda clearly dictates what's within me .. n o w..

this week's a very tedious week to get by.. very emotionally draining..
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you've definately taken over my place.. no doubt about it.. in her heart at least... for the past 10 days, i never recieved any calls from that particular number. not until today. kinda made things really clear.. it's about time too.. coz it's been dragging too long.. felt relieved after that, but emotionally trashed.

What makes you think that i don't care abit? what makes you think i'm that strong? what makes you think that i've never given my all? though you never question me about these, but I can feel it from your tone.. you're actually comparing..
not as if i haven't shed a single tear.. i HAD given my all..
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那一夜我的冲动, 这辈子永远记得
带著心痛, 独自孤单飞过半个地球
作这样率性抉择, 心里头难免失落
一心想, 要把你遗忘在异乡的午后

我可以走得洒脱, 走得轻松, 忘愁忘忧
我想要的自由, 如果你没有, 请你放开手
到一个属於自己天空, 自在地遨游
一个人生活, 简单无欲无求

你的好, 你的坏, 我仍然留著一样也没带走
从今后一个人过, 没忧愁, 没烦忧

我可以走得洒脱, 走得轻松, 忘愁忘忧
我想要的自由, 如果你没有, 请你放开手
到一个属於自己天空, 自在地遨游 \
一个人生活, 简单无欲无求

一个人生活无欲也无求
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it's rather flattering when you're trying to be me.. but, you're not me.. and you're perfectly as good as who you really are. We're good in our own ways.. definately not flawless/perfect. Anyway, having said all these... i'll be there for you if you should need me *smile*
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Please do not come and question me about this blog entry.. if you think you're who i'm referring to.. because the last person i wanna talk to about this.. is to you..
I'm referring to at least 5 different pple in this entry.. so you probably won't know who i'm referring to..
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A good friend of mine.. his dad passed away yesterday.. been going down everynight to show my little bit of care and concern for him. Met up a few friends whom i haven't met for ages.. and.. i realised, age's really catching up. Everyone's moving on..
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i've been strong for 364 days.. lemme cry myself to sleep tonight.

p/s : I met someone really really cute today.. can't take my eyes @@ off you~ I'm glad i have your no, and that.. you have mine too.. Damn!

First time in a Toyota Wish! The gear is on the dashboard.. cool! it looks big on the outside.. but actually, it's not really that spacious inside.. feels like Matrix leh..

anyway..just like the gear..so cute.. i remembered seeing it in another car, but can't remember which one..

Talking about cars.. my daddy msged me today and told me the Kitten sleeping on my wheel that day was a sign.. a sign that my car no. is out ... 4D!!! he didn't buy.. nah.. i didn't buy it either...

Now, I have a good mind to look for that kitten and ask it to pick out 6 numbers for me for ToTo.. haha~ then i'll feed it with fish and milk!

i found the 油条 stall in Geylang already! I went about a month ago, only to find that it's no longer at the usual place.. today i know..it's at lorong 27a! yeah! ate half a 油条, a cuppa cold soya bean drink.. shared a small bowl of mian xian.. then we went durianing! 3 for $10.. D24.. and it's fabulicious can! eat until i wanna cry..it's really very nice lah.. after this sinful dinner, i'm not eating anything tmr..
we learnt from 2 china ladies.. run the durian shell under the tap, then wash your hands under it.. the durians smell would be gone! it's true loh! to think that we actually laughed at the china ladies for "washing" durian shells..haha..

Went Aljunied to collect Yamaha Keyboard with him.. and it's certainly a good buy! from ebay.. $65 only! comes with keyboard stand! really good buy.. thanks to me loh..haha.. scouted for you.. went to test for you summore! luckily you made it up with 油条 and durians! *hehe* but glad you finally got it lah.. you've been nagging at me about keyboard for dunno how many months le!

Anyway, it was a nice supper.. the last time we actually met up and chat was.. probably a year ago? hee~ we do chat on msn regularly lah.. just that.. we dun actually meet up..and..ya.. it was not at all awkward *keke* our little chat really make me wanna do swimming again.. like 'full force'.. i wanna earn my 10K loh! i'll start to plan.. 10k during the hols.. way to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Simply have no idea how to title my post.. shall just title it monday pink, coz it's a nice monday *smile* I woke up at 720am today! so early!! went for breakfast! i think it's the FIRST time this year i purposely woke up to eat breakfast.. got home at 9am and start to practise my piano for solid 2 hours.. wanna cry loh.. my fingers and arms ache like anything.. and i was perspiring though my aircon's on! can you picture how hard i practised? sigh.. must make my piano teacher read my blog.. hee~ went to nap for one hour.. really too tired, not used to waking up so early..

i found this kitten on my wheel! i was late for my class because of it.. tsk tsk.. it's so small!! very cute!! it simply just rest on it.. i unlocked my car with a loud beep.. it stayed still.. i open the driver's car door, it stayed still..i open the back door and bang it close, it stayed still...
i started my engine, it stayed still.. and i'm so late loh! i drove abit.. and it still stayed on my wheel.. then i drove off slowly, and it slid down..and walked away... no, it did not run.. it did a cat-walk away..so cool right! really very cute lah.. very small!
so sweet! i received this note on my wind shield..ya, i actually teared when i see this.. it's so touching loh.. just a short memo like that makes my day! it's quite difficult to make me tear, or to touch my heart.. but you did it.. oh man..
oh, and i just have to post this picture.. our dinner in town.. amazing right! Veron contributed half of it loh! scary.. i only contributed one plate..hee~ my fav. salmon sushi!
and i LOVE suppering on these nowadays.. one big plate of fruits! whenever my friends jio for supper, i'll order this.. and it's not cheap leh.. sigh.. one plate of fruits easily cost $6 to $8.. and i only eat half..

watched superband today..nicer than last week's... missed the first 2 team's performance though.. coz QC was stuck in a jam..

tata~ going to watch the results now~

i've been watching too many movies lately..it's scary.. i watch 3 movies a week!
The Strangers with Jackson and WT
Hellboy 2 with Sam, Darren, James and Gan
Chi Bi with the folks.

i simply can't wait till the next sequel of Chi Bi. I hate to wait.. if not for the abrupt ending, i would have loved the show. humph!
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did you realise that you no longer seemed like who you used to be.. or maybe, this is the REAL you. But i'm just so not used to it.. how I wish you can be honest to me.. telling me exactly what you're thinking.. and how you're feeling.... somehow, i miss you... the old you......
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monday bluessssssssssss......

my monday ALWAYS starts with piano practices.. i have to play like 2 - 3 hours before lesson, if not my teacher will scream at me.. but having 5 - 7 students on Monday's nice.. and i have Superband to cheer me up at the end of the day! hee~ usually, a midnight movie too!
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If you didn't mention about it, I wouldn't have realised that we've been meeting everyday.. i only know that we met 3 times on wed..haha... anyway, we've only been meeting everyday for 6 days.. will make it one week by meeting tmr.. keke~ Thereafter, i know you won't have time for me.. probably won't see you for a week.. wellie, see if you have the "heart" to make time for me, ok?! *smile*

Sometimes, the most complex problems have the simplest solutions.
Sometimes, the loudest words are the ones not spoken.

To thine ownself be true.

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

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that's me *smile*

wanted to sleep in..but was woken up by a call..

i was spotted with a guy.. by 2 people.. and that 2 people called and spread the news.. and the person who called me, obviously heard of it... after some explainations, the commotion was soothed.. went on msn..and was questioned again by this other someone. This person who called me, obviously told the person who questioned me on msn.. said i was holding hands with the guy! *faint*

ya..just like you openly declared you have a gf.. i never question anything about it..

dun be mistaken..i'm not angry or what.. in fact, i'm very grateful and appreciative of the person who called me.. concerned..i know..

just felt that my actions are very monitored.. whoever i date, which guys i'm out with.. somehow.. news will spread..

ya... and i do not have a BF.. don't ask me about it anymore ok? i'm just hanging out with different friends that's all.. one day if get myself a BF, i will broadcast it in my blog ok? i mean..there's nothing to hide mah.. if i have, i have.. if i dun have, i dun have..
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right now.. i'm just making friends.. and dating guys.. they are just.... f r i e n d s..
of course, i would wanna find THE ONE.. it takes time.. do have special feelings for certain people.. but i simply dun wanna rush into a relationship anyhow..scanning in process------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

9:40pm at Vivo City.. this doggy is so cute! it's quite a touching show.. managed to make my eyes a little wet..

met OY at Bugis.. wanted to drive str8 to Vivo.. but thot of playing pool for awhile..haven't been poking balls for a long time! anyway.. he's damn pro can.. played 3 rounds.. 1st round i'm left with 4 balls! 2nd round left with 2.. last round, left with 1.. not bad huh.. i think it takes alot of training.. hehe~

thereafter, drove to vivo for dinner..and shopped around.. time passes rather fast.. movie at 940pm.. thot we'll have alot of time..just nice though..hee~

OY said Quill is more touching..shall youtube it later..keke~

got home at about 1230am.. thanks for insisting to send me home :)

Happy 28th Birthday Zhiwei! ~

Reached Raffles City about 645pm at TCC to meet Veron and YJ.. to write ZW's card.. then went to meet ZW at 7pm to buy his bday pressie! He bought himself a Captain America's figurine! haha.. anyway, i brought him to the Adidas boutique at City Link..wanna get a polo tee for him.. and i saw my friend working there! yeah! entitled to 15% off!! staff's discount! so ZW went to try the polo tees while i chatted with my friend..

walked back to raffles city after getting his pressie... Had our dinner at Raffles City.. can't remember the restaurant's name.. but the food's great! had Crepe.. very very nice! will definately go back there again! Wanted to eat at Shokudo, but the queue's very long.. apparently, they are also not very hospitable in giving us a table for 11.. So after all the ding-dongs, we finally had our dinner at about 830pm *hungry* Thanks to my 3.2 mega pixel Sony Ericsson 960i ok.. i got this group photo taken! they all laughed at me for using phone to take picture;compared to George's camera lah.. hmph! well.. all asked me to bluetooth to them after all..should charge them $1 man! haha~
Zhiwei's cake! very very nice chocolate cake! just nice to go around...one piece each.. well.. didn't know he likes chocolate as much as I do!!! one candle on the cake only wor.. anyway, had a nice time catching up with each other.. the last time all of us met was.. one month ago..at Chalet.. i think a gathering once a month is quite healthy! Happy Birthday! May you sail in your little boat in the vast ocean.. and find your promised land soon! Hope you like the present! i know you do.. haha~ headed to Orchard thereafter.. Cineleisure.. too crowded.. no movies.. KTV's too ex.. so.. decided to go home... then decided that it's too early to go home.. went Liquid Kitchen for a drink instead.. G put parking coupon when it's free after 10pm! *oops* Liquid Kitchen's very very cosy.. nice place to chill out.. will go back there again!! stayed there till about 2am! oh.. and the waiter did not account one drink into the bill..yeah! saved $10! played Daidee..chit chat.. then home sweet home.. thanks G for the ride...
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i've seriously thot it thru.. and i've decided..
yes.. it's final.

think my threshold has reached its limit.

i hate myself for being so direct at times. Afterall, not everyone can take my candidness so readily. i'm amazed at what i can do.

i'm very very very disappointed.

it's time for me to take a step back.

p.a.s.s.i.v.e