iT's bEen a dRy & wEt Day....dRY in thE daY, wEt at niGht....rAininG cAts & doGs! i went over to the other side of my neighbourhood to teach piano and while waiting at the traffic to turn green, this KUKU car drove right past me and ya..guessed it...saw a swirl of H2O coming in my direction and ya...my lower half of body is drenched! Inconsiderate driver...can't he drive slower on a rainy day? *argh*
Finished Business Planning Exam today...tmr's Family Business Management.. BP was....ok, just that i didn't study enough..missed out quite a few points...*heck* Was in the lift with my dad when he poped this question: wat am i gonna do after graduation? so i just say, i'm gonna teach piano..and swimming.....then he replied "So, wat's the Diploma in Business Studies for?.....hMMmm....ya, wat's it for? I'm just getting a piece of paper for the sake of getting it...weLL, that's the noRm liFe of a typical kiD in SingapoRe ain't it?!
officially 6 more days and i'll be out of the schooL! unless i repeat any modules lah...er...hope not... well, honestly..it doesn't really matter to me anymore..
bEen thinkiNG of DaR'..evEry hoUr, miN, seC...yA, miSsEd hiM quiTe a biT... anD thoT of otHers stuFf as weLL...thiNK it's the "tiMe-oF-thE-monTh..peRHapS?! beEn feeLinG so uncertain about the both of us.. there's so many side of him, i dunno which is which..dunno how to react to his different personality... he's Loving, Domineering, Sweet, Firm, Caring, Fierce etc.... i personally still stand firm in believing that a couple can't be working together... there's too many behaviour to adapt to, to react to different situations, the blurred boundaries between upline and dar'... perhaps that's why we're always blowing hot and cold towards each other... hELo? it's only the 1st month...come to think of it, i really dunno how we can strive on.. Ya, i'm too demanding... i really need someone to dote on me...100%... and i totally agree and understand that giving too much, or rather..."over-giving" is very draining for the other party, and i dunno..sometimes i feel like i give too much and not getting returns...oh, and talking about returns... love ain't suppose to get any return right? Bullshit...Pardon me... who does not expect return in a relationship? please post your view on the tag board on the right...if you DUN expect any return in relationship... i guess no one? Ha~ just a moment of thought...i thought of Hamtaro...He always says he does not expect any feelings returned...well....
I'm so tired....physically tired, mentally tired, spiritually tired, physchologically tired...etc..
T.I.R.E.D
Totally Drained
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