i never felt so angry before...not for a long time till yesterday...i spotted him reading HER blog ..does he ever think how i would feel? ..reading HER blog...wanting to know how she's doing....wat she's thinking...ya, and she's missing him like crazy...and i'm suppose to pretend nothing happened.. oh man, i just can't do it..she's on his mind every now and then...he's still very much concern over her...the feelings is still there..i know....how am i suppose to "replace" her position...anyhow, they've been together for about 2 years? wateva..i'm used to it...dunno wat guys treat me as....substitute? companion? or just a playmate? it's reality..michelle, face it!
2 of them still liking each other, can't forget each other...still live in each others' memory...then i think, it's really unfair for me...i shall just get on with life, and pretend nothing has happened....I've given up on finding my 'perfect' one, coz there'll never be one....
I've applied for SMU already...think they'll reply me by May...well, ultimately...i would still like to get a degree...but if not, i can just teach piano..Right now, i just wanna finish my studies...30 more days and i'm graduating outta Ngee Ann Poly, into the world out there...the cruel world, reality....
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