It's raining again..past 2 days' been ..i dunno, i'm speechless. It's too 'fast' for me to handle.
Test on Sat was so.....easy? haHa~ dunno leh, but it's like, i was 15mins late, and i took 40 mins to do the paper, and left the exam hall earlier than anyone..Well, shall wait for the results to be out and see how lah huh! TheN weNt to teaCH piano all the way till 730pm, no choice..my students are going for theory exam on 13th March, so i gotta revise with them. My first batch of students going for exam leh, so nervous!
YePz, then weNt JunCtioN 8 to meet him...CoZ.....he's been after me the whole day...as in, showing his jealousy, anger, possesiveness etc....i dun understand why is he doing all these, since we're no longer together. So, i meet him for dinner at J8 and talk things out. I told him, i'm happy with where i am now. In fact, i feel happier. I no longer feel trapped, having no freedom when i'm with him. I realised that there are many thing around me, for me to do, to enjoy, to discover etc....i dunno if i've hurt him with my words...but, ya....everything has to have an ending, be it a happy one...or.......
Despite all i've said, he still calls....*siGh* Well, went for a financial intelligence seminar yesterday. We gotta play this game, where the objective is to get outta a "rat race". there are about 7 tables playing this game, 6 players per table and i was the 4th to come outta the race! Well, there's nothing to be proud about actually...i thought the game was just like any other monopoly game, just that the concept is a little different. How can a game and real life situation be compared? i learnt a few things about myself...abt my impulsiveness in buying things...but hey!...greater risk, greater gain k! haha~ perhaps i gotta play the game a few more times to grasp the concept of it...
The relationship between ultraman and i is growing more complicated day by day..i guess right now, we do have a little feeling for each other, but both is fearful of commiting to each other..he feels i'm too flirtatious, and he doesn't have time for me etc...and i feel that he still can't forget his ex-gf of 2 years! that's one thing i can't tolerate...he still keep his photos in his hp k!...recent photos somemore...dated 14th Feb...valentines..3 weeks ago only...i mean, 3 weeks ago they're still so close and now.......we're giving each other 1 week to think thru...and well, see how it goes! Perhaps we should just stay where we are now
Haven't been answering Hamtaro's call...dunno how he feels, but i feel he's been very unsympathetic with the situation i'm in now..i just broke up with him, and hamtaro's back to action again...calling me dear...ending his sms to me with "muack"...i mean, i really dun like it! *sheesh*
No sCh toDay...and tmR...weird...since like i haven't been schooling for ages...Nah, i definately dun miss school...haha~ oh! my friend suddenly msged me yesterday...haha~ haven't spoke to him in ages man. He msged "hi, do you still remember me?"...actually i forgot, then i msged back...and he told me who he was..haha~ he's in army now...at sispec, PTI hor..dun play play...he's fit lah, not surprised...
And....I'm hungry~
Complicated
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