. . .mY bLoG, mY aCcOuNt, mY jOurNaL, mY LoG, mY cHroNoLoGy, mY cOnFeSsiOn, mY LiFe . . .

c.a.r.e bear~

took some pics, but decided to post this one.. because.. QC's like grabbing.. er hem.. not on purpose lah.. it was all so natural..haha..~ look at his cheeky smile! hee~

It's been a long time i took photo with bestie.. thot this photo's quite nice.. I remembered.. i think.. 2 years ago, i bought bestie a blue care bear blanket and i have a similar pink one.. wanted to ask QC to snap a photo of the blanket, but it's in the closet in his mom's room.. another time then..

Miss talking to you, bestie.. though you dun tell me much now... you know.. there was once when i wanted to call you, and i actually forgot the last 3 digit of your HP number! I was bloody depressed i tell you! know what i did? i went to phone book and start memorising it all over again. I make sure i won't forget loh! so.. in order not to forget, I'm gonna dail your number more frequently! haha~
Another teacher's day pressie I got today.. Just yesterday, i was bloggin about students giving me chocolate.. and i received 2 boxes today! keke~Yi Xuan gives me chocolate every year.. and i LOVE the macadamia one! I got that last year too! She's been with me for almost 4 years.. now in grade 5 too.. oh man.. i'm old!

Got this Pink Happy House little pouch. I think, they all know i like pink.. i have so many pink stuff this year. This little pouch is so cute lah~ I'm going to use it.. just that i dunno what to put inside..


going for my 10km Nike run tmr... *cross fingers*
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5 more days......

You guessed it.
I dunno how to react.

let it be.

had dinner at Crystal Jade.. and the bill amounts up to $94! it's been a long time since we ate good food like these. We've been meeting up alot in AMK.. finally, we're dining in town! hee~ didn't wait too long to get a table..

Went Heerens as QC wanna get slippers.. nice slippers i must say. Very matching to what he wore today! good buy! The guys went with QC... Claire and I went ahead to do some shopping.. i miss shopping with girl friends loh! Claire said i'm so enthu when it comes to shopping..haha.. of course lah! well..i think..because i talk alot lah.. then i keep getting clothes for her to try..and push her into the changing room..haha..

went for Durian chee cheong fan.. was quite "turned off" at the sound of it.. was telling WJ that i've eaten durian fried rice.. but...durian ccf... er.. nevertheless, we went to try it. Walk VERY far loh.. still say very near.. behing what building..argh~! wanted to order one plate.. ordered 2 in the end.. my goodness... it's very heavenly! too bad.. V is not around..if not, she'll love it! It's more like eating Durian, than the chee cheong fan lah.. look....the durian paste is SOOOOOOO thick! yumz.........

I have a serious fetish for bags..how.. i buy one every week... shit loh.. how? and i've so many bags at home now.. i bought one last thurdays.. and i almost bought one today.. luckily they're closing.. anyway, this bag's big enough to put A4 sized stuff.. so i can used it for school! ya ya .. not very "formal" looking.. but dun care lah.. i like means i like.. wanted to check out my APPLE scent today..but cannot find! argh!


anyway, here are some gifts added to my Teacher's Day gift collection... 2 flowers! the smaller pink flower's a memo clip.. and the bigger blue flower's actually like a "wind mill" thingy.. that can turn round and round and round and round and round........................... when the wind blows. Then again, the window in my room's never opened since I slept in it.. maybe i should put in infront of my aircon.. hee~

Pink Hp Pouch! I think.. those students that have been with me for years, probably know i like pink and blink blink stuff..haha~ but honestly, i won't use thie pink pouch lah.. i will.. after i pluck out the golden ribbon in front.. *oops* and..my HP might be too big to fit into this..


This one's nice! Letter "M"! 2nd gift i recieve from Mini-bits.. I did see this at Mini-bits before. Well, something i'll like to have..but will not use my own money to buy.. coz it's a want..not a need :) glad to own it though...

Well.. i'll be expecting more gifts to roll in. Was JUST telling QC, that i rather students not give any pressies.. coz.. some are not quite cheap..and.. storage space. I don't mind chocolates! hee~

So sweet.. was chatting with one of my "older" student whom i once taught..

Student says: happy teacher's day! since every teacher is celebrating it today..
Me says: Thank you!
Student says: actualy u're more of a fren den a tchr la. its true nor. i'll wish u on friendship day. nt tchr's day.

ripped open the letter last night.. finally, the long-awaited posting letter.

posted to a school of my liking! yeah~ happened to be the school that my interviewer's teaching in. She must have liked me alot.. haha..though my answers given were crappy~ shall not name the school though..

Best of all..it's 5 - 10 mins drive(no traffic) from my place! and.. no ERP! yeah!
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7 more days...that's all you've got.

C H I L D I S H

Teacher's Day~

In a few day's time... 4 days to be exact.. is Teacher's Day! Somehow, it just didn't occur to me that it's Teacher's Day already.. like so fast! Sept 1st.. So, i was really shocked when my student gave me a pressie.. i actually asked her what's the occassion! haha~
1st pressie was given to me on Tuesday by 7 years old Janelle :) taught her for about 2 - 3 months only.. she looks like snow white! very very fair.. and speaks with a slang.. but pure chinese lah.. Mom said she learnt the slang from cartoons! keke~ A lovely pink towel! I've gotten quite a few PINK towels over the years.
2nd pressie given by 11 years old Phoebe on Wednesday! again, i was taken aback when presented with a gift. Coz, it totally slipped my mind that it's teacher's day soon.. haha~ SO PRETTY right? the earrings? she made me open infront of her, and i wore it there and then :) Taught Phoebe for about 3 - 4 years already.. with me from grade 2.. and she's in grade 5 now.. so fast.. and.. the price tag's not removed..hehe.. didn't tell her lah.. for me to know :) $14!
3rd pressie from 8 years old Wendy! this apple memo clip~ so red! and 22kt gold...er, dun really know what's that.. Wendy's with me for 2 - 3 years..from beginners.. to Grade 3 now. I folded up my IKEA boxes last night.. and start to pack my stuff, also to clear some spaces for teacher's day gifts. Unlike my bestie who choose to donate or give them away to people who needs it more, i keep them. Coz, they're bought for me. So.. can you imagine.. having about 30 - 40 students.. each giving you a gift.. over 4 - 5 years.. i have so many boxes now.. and i just bought 4 more boxes to contain them.
This is from Wendy too! she gave me earrings last year.. and pendant this year. It's so blink blink lah! Love it~

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Gonna start teaching in 2nd week of Sept, and i definately got to give up a few students. So sad.. can't bear to leave them. Wonder if they'll remember me in future.. like how i remember those teachers who gave so much for me!

You know..if there's ever those 寻人 programme on tv, i'll go sign up for it. I wanna look for my higher chinese 黎彬彬老师。No matter how she punished me, somehow.. i still like her..hee~ i used to NOT do any of her homework and flunk all my spelling.. coz i really dun like chinese lah~ anyway.. i really hope that i can see her again!
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NO, i DID NOT get any TWO OVERSEAS calls last night.

So interesting.. that a friend from overseas actually know the commotion that's going on here. Leave me alone. Wanna hear nothing of these ever again.
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I still did not hear the words i wanna hear.
Or rather, i did "hear" half of it.

Still, it wasn't direct and c l e a r enough for me.
i want it audibly clear!

doubt you'll know what I want exactly.
you probably won't chance upon this post too.
Even if you do, you won't know it's for you.

That's the difference between US.
I mean.. you and me.

How would i know you'll be affected? I don't even know you. OMG..you still don't get what i mean.. ok.. just take it that i PURPOSELY blog to spite you.. coz i'm have so much time and I've nothing to do.. to spite someone whom I haven't met.. so fun.

Whether you give up or continue to love him.. is seriously not my problem. Please don't get me involved.

You can't make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved;
The rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

This was written FOR ME:

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For You:

seriously.. I dunno what is ur motive of doing all this things.but gonna tell u that, yeah u win! coz I seriously get affected by all ur words..

I dun understand what is the need of fighting so much bcoz of him. I dunno the relationship between u guys are really that simple not. either it is really that simple, or u just falling in love with him again.

I know I cant love him the way I used to love.. so If u can, please go ahead! I dun find a need to do all this jealousy thing with u frankly.. I know both of us are very nice gals.. but we are being ''weird'' these days! This is not what I want!!!

Whatever I blog, is truly from my heart.. If u take it as I am doing all this to ''win'' u, then I am sorry.. U got the wrong idea! coz I already lose him.. so that is. I am real tired. pls let me live happily. I am trying real hard in case u dunno..

anyway, in case u dont realise.. If he is really that good.. he wont make us feel and do all this shit COZ OF HIM!! He is not who I want anymore.. He really make my life tough by guessing what is he really thinkin about.. who he really wants...

Last, I hope u dun misunderstand this post. I would beg u to read it neutrally. thanks m!Though till now, i still haven meet u.. but somehow I wish u are doing fine.. Take Care~ =)

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Before I get started, I wanna tell you that I've someone else in my life.

So I've no idea what motive would I actually have. I'm merely blogging the daily events that happened in my life. "He" only takes up about 1 or 2 sentences in my post.

I'm seriously not very interested in winning you, and I'm honestly NOT fighting because of him. Oh man.. you really think too much. That's probably why you get affected by all my words.

I don't see the need either to clarify with you the status of our relationship now. Whether simple or complicated. Obviously, your definition "LOVE" is totally different from mine.

You can love him all you want, I honestly dun give a damn. and I'm definately not playing childish jealousy game with you. But of course, you might be jealous of me... and what's with the "we are being weird these day, this is not what i want" thingy? am i being weird? what did i do boy!

i don't really SCRUTINISE your blog like you did with mine. Please DO NOT assume what I am thinking and what I'm doing. You can go ahead and live happily. Am I like stopping you? I've never even seen you before. Your trying 'real hard' or 'real easy' has nothing to do with me.

He definately did not make me feel shit or do shit. He's making your life tough, not mine. I'm totally ALOOF to it.

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Anyway, the ABOVE is to oppose your entry.

BELOW is what i wanna say.......

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You're thinking too much, young girl. What I write in my blog might not be referring to him. You're reading and thinking too much into it. That WHOEVER i talk about, you'll think it's him. Is he like the ONLY guy in my life? I'm dun usually NAME pple in my posts. So don't assume all the "HE" and "HIM" or "YOU" or whatever i mention.. is him.

You and I see things differently. I'm rather open with platonic relationship. I can date many guys at one time. Dating DOES NOT equate to being IN a relationship. It's merely.. "getting to know each other". I don't call myself flirtatious(as many would term me as that).. I am just..friendly.. extremely friendly.

We haven't met before. I would term our relationship as "strangers". Not even acquaintance. all the shit about jealousy, winning, fighting..etc.. please, do not get me involved. I'm not a teeny bit interested.

I'm rather liberal. If we ever get "acquainted" or meet on the streets.. I'll wave a "Hi" if you did.

Had family dinner yesterday. The ambience is really quite nice, and looks kinda posh. With this kinda setting, you tend to expect alot. Well, the food isn't that great. According to my dad, it has always been quite good..when there's occasion.. like National Day, Olympic Opening.. maybe Lantern Festival or Teacher's Day they'll prepare nicer food! haha~

Also, the manager(i think) was telling the waiters/waitresses off..right infront of us! i think it's not very nice.. and embarrassing for the staff too.. it's kinda loud you know! pity them..

how how how.. i wanna get this lah.. but dunno which one.. i've been eyeing on this since Dec 2007 loh.. can i have both? hee~
Which is more 'delicious'?
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Thanks for calling every night.. i've opened all the "post-dated" letters already.. haha.. you think too highly of me.. i can't resist it.. sorry.. haha~
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"No one can go back and make a brand new start.
Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending."

tell me

Please do not take too long to say... the words I wanna hear..

because,

I really don't like to wait.

I'm giving you.. a few more days..

till............ (not telling you when.)

thereafter, I will walk out of your life..

and never return.

He took this picture in my car.. picked him up from Seletar Camp back home.. evening time.. that was yesterday...

He drove today.. picked me up, and we went Beach Road today to buy hammock and field chair for Thailand trip.. ate prawn noodles and fattening waffle fondue.. argh..

went back to his place to return car.. but in the end, dun need le.. end up playing his keyboard till it's time to meet Sam and Terence..


Meet Sam & Terence at about 1030pm.. it's been a LoOooOoOng time since i talk to them.. saw both of them at YCK pool on Sat.. but both coaching, so didn't get to chat much..

Went OCC to play number ball. Watch the first round.. then joined in the 2nd.. must see their skills first..hee~ Terence lost the 1st round and treated us to a drink each. I lost the 2nd round and bought Fries. I lost the 3rd round too.. bought them curry puffs. J lost the 4th round and bought fishballs.. J lost the 5th round.. etc.. think we all lost 2 rounds each except Sam! hmph! next time.. sure must make him treat us to something!

Anyway, Sam's the guy behind the bike. Just realised his arms are quite muscular *hee* I'm on Terence's bike. Thot he'll drive his purple car today.. but he rode instead. Went for a drink after number ball.. on his bike! yeah! i love sitting on a bike.. so thrilling and windy!!

Sam drove his Kangoo.. i like the way he "decorate" it.. like the pink "Billabong" decal... so girly! haha~ think he spent quite abit to "zeng" his car.. dunno change what parts lah...etc...

we drink and chatted til almost 215am! then Terence sent me home. Though Sam stays in AMK, but i prefer riding bike..so, trouble Terence loh.. hee~ no joke.. Terence took 3 mins.. from Yishun to my place.. it's freaking fast loh! 120km/h!! i don't dare release my hands leh.. scared i fly away! anyway, it was a good time catching up with them. Hope to swim with them on a weekly basis! wait till J's back from Thailand!


Bought this book at Popular yesterday.. I finished reading my books at home, and I'm searching for a new book to read..so I got this. I've seen this lecture on YouTube before.. quite some time back.. (think QC gave me the link).. there were so many meaningful quotes from there..

I watched the video on YouTube again last night.. at 3am, after i read 2 chapters of this book. I love the book! It's so detailed.. and i'm glad i bought it. You know, when you read and watch this in the wee hours, you get really Emo.. there's just so much to think about and reflect upon. Probably that's why I woke up at 9am today.. my mind's churning like mad..

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my room is in a MESS now.. the more i pack, the messier it gets.. simply because.. i've too many things! and i can't bear to give them away.. i already threw away 3 big bags of rubbish.. well, hoping to have a nice and neat room by this weekend.. will need to drop by IKEA soon..

stomach's feeling better.. still dun have appetite for nice food though...and i lost 2kg..

students are having school CA tests, thus.. i've alot of time for myself this week..and next week.. gonna do alot of catching up! starting from now... friend's picking me up at 430pm............................

Fanny's Birthday's on 24/08.. and Ernest's on 02/09.. means, we're gonna have family dinner soon.. the last family dinner we had was in May.. my birthday.. 3 months ago.. been's a long time since i meet my parents.. Getting bags for Ernest, as he's in NUS now.. and wonder what Fanny wants from me this year.. she's grown sick of the IPOD classic i got for her last year.. wanna exchange it for my pink PSP.. haha~ i don't mind!

anyway, she passed her Grade 8 Piano! so happy for her! No easy feat! Iris's gonna take her on 19th Sept! was just chatting with her till 3am last night! then i went to look through my Grade 8 piano results slip which i took in 2001.. 7 years ago!! anyway, i passed on the DOT lah.. 100/150! (passing mark's 100).
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i'm so not myself.. this is not the way i handle stuff.. i wonder what happened to me.. what's holding me back.. what changed me.. this is so not my style..

i don't love the current me..

P.S ...................

watched the movie "P.S I Love You"? or..read the book? hee.. i've got 3 post-dated letters too! it's on my piano now.. i tell you.. i simply cannot wait to open all of them loh.. i hope i can control myself! the person who gave me the envelopes has the same name as the character in the book.. *grin*

it's on every saturday.. must be something to do with the favour he asked from me loh.. i know him inside-out.. it SURE has something to do with it.. hee~

don't think i will read at the stipulated timings lah.. can't possibly bring the envelopes out right?

yellow and blue envelopes.. dunno how many years already loh..these envelopes..




anyway, i went into an "unplug" mode since Thurday.. it's been 5 days.. and i'm so darn deprived of clicking my mouse and typing on my keyboard! my internet's down SUDDENLY on friday.. and i called up the singtel guy and he came on thursday.. he said my modem's faulty.. so i went all the way down to kallang to replace it.. came back that night..and still could not work loh! i tell you.. i was so frustrated that i cried like anything.. managed to get through SOM(Samaritan or Michelle) hotline~ *grin* called singtel again.. and they sent another guy to my place this morning.. replaced some wires and cables thingy..and like FINALLY i can blog!
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watched table tennis match at Bernard's place last night.. it ended.. too fast.. anyway, i'm happy for the girls! It's a Silver for Singapore! cheers.

Went out for a drink in the end.. coz it's only about 9plus when the match ended.. and we ended up chatting till midnight! thereafter, went to meet J to collect something from him.. coz he's gonna serve the nation for 3 weeks in Thailand.. wish him well.. safety first dude!
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did not touch my piano for 2 weeks.. since Batam.. *sigh* had piano lesson today.. once i entered the room, i told Winnie that i totally have NO MOOD to play.. and everything i play is gonna sound like shit. Usually she'll scold me like anything lah.. but today.. she can tell.. i'm really in a bad mood.. I'm glad my piano teacher's so sensitive to my feelings.. and care as much for my emotional welfare.

This piano teacher of mine is... i dunno how to explain leh.. she's very very strict with my piano technics..and her voice is VERY LOUD! really.. however, i can talk to her about ANYTHING.. EVERYTHING.. about family... friends.. work.. money.. TV.. religion.. relationships... and sex! haha~ I told her, I'm never gonna leave her.. gonna learn piano from her forever.. hee~
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thanks to the JB trip.. my stomach's been "upset" for almost 5 days now.. lost appetite in everything..and i've been drinking ALOT of water in case i dehydrate.. sobz......
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i miss you.. b.e.s.t.i.e~

there's really no need for comparing ..and thinking too much..

some things are JUST the way they are. you think too much.

Maybe you don't understand the meaning of 'f.r.i.e.n.d.s'.. even after a relationship.. friendship will still exist.

yes..i need to train for my 10km run.. and he wants to play a song for you.. that's what friends are for.. helping each other..

Definately not replacing your position to go JB for petrol.. dun make me sound so cheap.. why would I ever want to replace you? you are not me, and I am not you. I'll never want to replace you.

Bring me to places where you used to go? like where? perhaps..he brought you to places that WE used to go.. and not the other way round.. think about it..

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what i wanna get across is.. simply..

we're f.r.i.e.n.d.s~

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so, go ahead and hug him all you want.. kiss him all you want..

i have my own life to lead.. so lead your own.. i'm just passing by..

Batam- SsssssssssKiiiiiiiiiii~

slept at 330am the night before.. and supposed to receive morning call from him at 630am..but the call came only at about 650am! anyway.. i was already awake by 610am.. was kinda excited..can't get to sleep! hee~ his parents drove to my place at about 740am..then we took a cab together from my place to Harbourfront Centre.. everyone's so tired and hungry.. so we had Delifrance breakfast!


i kept thinking that.. i wanna have "Egg Ben".. but dunno why the menu dun have.. it's only TODAY..then i realised.. that Egg-Ben's from Coffee Bean, not Deli.. BiSh~ anyway, while waiting for food.. he took this photo for me..haha.. ZW commented that it looks kinda creepy..

oh! I was very pissed with the guy who settled all the documents for us.. my IC number, passport expiry, etc.. everything's wrong! and he actually told me "It's ok"! freak.. i dun wanna be stuck in Batam loh. Finally, he changed it for me.. and it's still wrong! My IC number is wrong.. how can i freaking accept it? and he refused to change it for me.. really very pissed loh. I have a good mind NOT to go Batan already.. but J was nice enough to change it for me lah.. *smile*

We waited and queued like mad loh.. we reached Harbourfront at about 8am.. and got onto the ferry at about 10am.. and set off only at 11am!! argh.. waited onboard for SOOOOOO long.. all the gummy bears melted loh.. sad.. anyway, we got to Batam about 45mins later.. and Batam's behind SG by an hour.. so when we got there, it's still 11am! keke~


We were so blur when we reached.. everyone there's like so pro.. and we're so beginner.. but after a short briefing.. we finally got started.. and i'm glad i didn't fall at the starting point..haha.. fell at point 2.5... there are 5 points altogether.. managed to complete one whole round at the 3rd try.. i tell you ah..one round this lagoon is no joke loh..


gotta hold on very tightly..and your arms will ache like nobody's business.. went for 4 individual rides..and tried double with J..wah liaoz.. tried like 4 to 5 times.. and we can only get past point 2.. finally the last time, i throw myself into the water lah.. then let him continue himself.. coz my arms really no more strength le...



We started at about 1130am.. and stopped at about 2pm.. for lunch! nice.. i had mee goreng and the guys had nasi goreng.. and played pool.. i won! yeah! bleah~ also.. it rained.. took photos while waiting for the rain to stop.. then went back to try "ski" this time.. by then, my arms feel totally detached.. i can no longer feel them.. tried ski 3 times.. and i fell right at the starting point loh! finally decided to stop.. the rest carried on for one more hour.. till their arms detached too..haha.. i think..what i enjoyed most was.. the individual rides.. but 2 of us together.. was so exciting! so much splashes! and ya.. we went one round.. fell at the ending point.. anyway, this picture below gotta be the BEST shot taken.. by ME! haha~
No No..he's not doing stunt.. yepz.. fell right into the water.. haha.. purposely post this picture here..who ask you to tease me for "bouncing".. hmph! now everyone knows you fall right at the starting point.. keke~.

got back to SG about 9pm.. very very tired.. brought my detached arms back.. thankfully.. it's so painful..that i can't even hook my bra! anyway, took a cab back to AMK and his dad came to pick him up..

one word... B L A S T!

"有時候,不是對方不在乎你
...而是你把對方看得太重要"

from now on..
不会了~
不会把你看得太重要。

or rather..
我不要~
不要把你看得太重要。

5km

...i ran about that distance today.. took about 40mins..

siao liaoz.. imagine if i run 10km on 31st Aug, 40mins X 2 = 80mins.. 1hour 20mins.. IF I DUN WALK at all... but i think i will lah.. will probably finish in 1hour 30mins, or 1hour 40mins.. liaoz...
wasn't tired when i'm actually running.. it's the body ache that comes after that..

my objective.. for the Nike run..is to run my 10km without stopping.. even if i run darn slowly.. i just dun wanna stop!
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had small talks with a friend today.. met him in the afternoon..then again at night.. basically just some catching up.. but when i update him about my recent happenings...somehow.. i 're-think' about what I said.. and pondered over what had happened over the past few months..

can see very clearly now.. everything.. and this is important.. coz i'll know the next steps to take..
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am going away to Batam.. for cable-ski.. no, i didn't plan for this.. it was to replace someone's place actually..

shall take it as a national day trip for me! and i'm going with 2 people that i'm so comfortable with.. and 1 new friend.. kinda looking forward to it already.. hope for good weather!

*(Pls do NOT tell your mom after you read this. 谢谢~)* -- yes.. this msg is for you...

got a traffic summon today.. 3 demerit points and $120 fine...freak.. just for not wearing seatbelt.. i JUST turned outta carpark only loh.. anyway, i was very cool with the traffic police lah.. i took down his name and i'm freaking gonna write in and appeal.. argh..

my friends got warning for first offence.. and i get these shit.. i have a good mind to tell him off on the spot loh! hmph! wanna tell him both my parents' were TP before..and bet their rank's much higher than his.. talk about good traffic values? i've been hearing them since young loh! argh.. angry lah..

student's practical exams coming up soon.. stressed.. really very stressed..

and there are so many things on my mind now... so many things to do.. and plan.. and think..and ..and..and.. argh.. dunno if i can handle them on my own.. siao liaoz..

H E L P~

tired...

so tired.. very very tired..

tired of E V E R Y T H I N G

Went MOE for briefing today.. lasted for almost 2 hours! anyway.. was an informative one.. ya.. and i signed all the documents.. which mean.. i'm gonna wake up at about 6am everyday..starting from 8th Sept!

I'm kinda excited.. there were about 110 pple at the Edutorium.. i was 94th.. we were supposed to go up stage to sign the stuff.. so we can clearly see ALL who went up.. all shapes, sizes, gender, race etc.. had a good one hour of people watching..hee~

anyway, i'm kinda ready for a new change..

thrilled~

i had my dosage of Kinder Bueno .. just 5 mins ago..

perhaps, i'm too sensitive.. i'm like so affected can.. unknowingly, i went to get my Bueno (i've 2 left).. so i just sat on my bed.. and eat it.. i tell you.. i almost teared loh.. and i just stared blankly at my blanket..

cheer me up.. someone..

my weekend...

was a fulfilling one! I got home at about 4plus on Sat.. wanted to go REDS to do my hair.. but, taka REDS closes at 7pm.. so, went to the one at AMK Kbox centre at 630pm instead.. guess what? i got home at about 1130pm! my soft rebonding was 3 hours.. and hair dye took about 1.5hours to settle.. and they all stayed back for me.. so paiseh! my hair's so manageable now..yeah! soft soft.. dun need to comb!! keke~

Went back to the salon again this morning at 11am to do hair treatment and trim my hair.. another 2 hours.. *faint* but the guy's really nice lah! he asked for my number yesterday.. but i didn't give lah.. tried to brush it off.. but he asked for it again today.. and he took a pen and paper for me to write..sigh.. can't escape.. dun really wanna give coz.. he's a China guy that just came to SG to work.. scully he come and disturb me how? but honestly, he's quite good looking with quite nice build.. but with a tatoo on his right arm.. minus marks.. tsk tsk.. i think he smokes also.. anyway, i highly recommend the salon lah.. come ask me where it is!!
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i had a very nice talk with a very special friend today.. kinda cleared my doubts i had the past few weeks..

simply like the way you are..

"如果我們之間有1000步的距離, 你只要跨出第1步...
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999 步"

真的~

Expired


sometimes, all I need is some cajoling..
why can't i speak my heart anymore?
always felt most at ease with you,
will pour out my feelings to you no more.

expired.

 
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