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Love can’t you see I’m alone
Can’t you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask - a little kindness
In the night
Please don’t leave me behind
No - don’t tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask and that is all

Oh love I’ve been searching so long
I’ve been searching high’n’low
A little love is all I ask - a little sadness
When you’re gone
Maybe you need a friend
Only please don’t let’s pretend
A little love is all I ask and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but I just can’t fly
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep - I’m so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings - in my -
Solitary room
Ocean deep - will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I’ll keep - ocean deep

Love can’t you hear when I call
Can’t you hear a word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am I still alone?
I’ve got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask - and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but I just can’t fly
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep - I’m so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings - in my -
Solitary room
Ocean deep - will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I’ll keep - ocean deep

I’m so lonely lonely lonely...
Maybe..

tmr....or rather..today...marks the end of it...finally...after such a long hassle. drained. mentally...emotionally... But i never regret all that had happened.. i'm glad it did happened. I lost much and gained equally much from it.. balanced...break even.. not talking about money..

2 more weeks of June left...it's time to take a break.. July, all starts afresh.. I'm going reschedule my students and make more time for myself..

I think i really deserve a break.. to think thru certain stuff... issues of the heart. I'm struggling.. indecisive.. uncertain..

can't...and unwilling to let go.
暧昧

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
------------------G.I.V.I.N.G-------------------------
Giving to me is when Auntie offers me a place to stay in her vacant room.

Giving to me is when Uncle cooks lunch for me whenever I'm at home.

Giving to me is when Dad offers to buy me lunch anywhere i want on my birthday.

Giving to me is when Carris buys me Kinder Brueno every now and then.

Giving to me is when Wei Qi drove his Toyota to IKEA to buy my bookcase.

Giving to me is when Auntie bought an aircon for me when she knows i can't tolerate Singapore's weather!

Giving to me is when Mummy nags at me about everything, anything!

Giving to me is when Fanny remembers me when she feels lonely..and pester me to go AMK hub with her.

Giving to me is when my friends offer me a bite from their nice food!

Giving to me is when Uncle Peter cooks me a meal!...whatever it is!

Giving to me is when Grandfather trusts me so much.

Giving to me is when Weijin stocks up my IMPACT sweets whenever it runs out...accordingly to colour! Pink..Purple..Green..Blue..Black..

Giving to me is when QC drives my car whenever i feel lazy...and most important of all....his company.

Giving to me is when Veron gives me small little gifts and her shoulder to cry on.

Giving to me is when Yongjie just keeps quiet about everything, so i dun have care about anything!

Giving to me is when Lorraine never fail to msg me and ask if i'm back home safely.

Giving to me is when Piano teachers nags at me and her patience with me...for taking a year to learn one song!

Giving to me is when you bought me Tempur pillow when you know my neck hurts since God-knows-when.

Giving to me is when Weijie never fail to cheer me up and offer his listening ear to me whenever i need him! Thanks pal!

Giving to me is when even if I meet Iris only once a year, we can still chat about anything.. I really thank God for a friend like her..i love you gal!

Giving to me is when Bernard offers his bed to me when i ran away from home.

Giving to me is when Germin STILL passes crude remarks at me after 14 years...but i just love it!

Giving to me is when Weijin passed me chilli sauce which seems like kilometers away!

Giving to me is God's gift for all the talents and abilities i have!

These are some of the things i remember that people have given in my life. It is not so much the gifts but the giver.I remembered the smiles and the hugs, their hearts and their prayers.

Gifts are always good but what i remembered most are the people behind the gifts, not the gifts itself.

Took this at ACTION CITY....


I want this pair of Pink bedroom slippers....for my new room!



and...this pink cushioN!

My students are having exams.........so.....i get more free time to myself...... but i can't seem to do things that i need to do!............ i need to practise my piano..........i need to practise my violin...........i need to practise my korean......... but i never did anything of these........ bad........

My room is still in a mess! my doll house just survived a typhoon! now..i've to put everything back in place......



I've seen the clearer picture now...i know how things should progress from here...I'm in control....

Though I already have Nintendo DS, i still want these both! when i have these 2, i will sell my DS away! *keke* DS lite...is "lighter" and looks more sleek than my current DS...Also, PSP and DS lite have different games....so i want both!

Nintendo DS Lite!
Pink PSP

MOOD: SOFISTICAT
FUN: CONQUEROR
HABITS: HIGH TIME ROLLER
LOVE: PART-TIME LOVER

Mood: Sofisticat
You're romantic in your outlook and love a good fairytale. You are a bit of a dreamer, you've for a great imagination. When it comes to art, you like to think you've got good eye and some knowledge too. Highbrow, and in the know-You're experimental and sometimes a little unconventional. As for music, for you it's all about joining in; a bit of self-expression. It's always on your ming, and helps you let off steam. Your choice of treat shows that you really care about your appearance, if you feel good on the outside, you'll feel good on the inside right?

Fun: Conqueror
When you look good you feel better. You're always up for spoiling yourself, after all, looking this good does take a little time and money you know! For kicks there is nothing like a little affection to give you a buzz. There is never enough time to love! When it comes to holidays, you'll take experience over comfort every time. You love to be in charge of where you are heading- the freedom of choosing your own direction. What grosses you out? Punky, punchy style spells a bad attitude-you favour a more natural look.

Habit: High Time Roller
You never have enough rest-either you're too busy, exhausted or perhaps just a little lazy? Either way your snooze is your best friend and at times your worse enemy! Your choice of drink shows that on the whole you care about your health and make sure you're putting the right stuff in. As for home, you have very cool and contemporary taste. It's not just about function-your environmant has to be as stylish as you are.

Love: Part-Time Lover
For you love is about long-term commitment, it means devotion and tenderness. When you think of freesom-you think of the hard cash that can buy it for you. It's obvious innit? You're prety wise to the world