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was feeling rather perturbed this weekend.. decided to ask Veron to keep me company in case i turn crazy over night.. Veron will always be Veron.. i told her i need her company..and there she is..at my place..Caught Veron in action! she took her winnie-the-pooh's hand to wipe her lappie's screen! haha~ we had a "Girls Only" chat and just told her everything that's bothering me.. and we watched video till 4am! fell asleep..and woke up at 1pm the next day. She kept complaning that she's hungry..argh.. went Mac..she did her project, and i read my book.. nice, quiet time.. then went for movie...WANTED! fantastic show loh!
Went to suntec for the comics exhibition.. took at few pictures.. haha.. 老夫子!! looking at their game of chess.. me!.. "light bulb"! wahhaha~ you know ah..when i take all these photos.. damn paiseh.. coz i can feel alot of eyes on me..
especially this one.. alot of pple walking pass.. as i was posing loh! haha~.. ya.. me with them in their cars! looking at.. er..
making faces~ bleah!
patting my head~ i had to kneel down can!
wanted to borrow 2 guns and shoot them both..but that green guy refuse to lend me his gun.. instead..he used that gun to shoot me loh! argh~
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supposed to meet Bernerd for supper.. but i hesitated..coz i know..when i meet him.. i will be myself..and he will definately see thru me..and he'll make me say something i dun wanna say.. so I went home..got home at about 10pm.. i changed to my PJs already..when.. i suddenly have the urge to meet Bernerd..haha.. and to tell him what's in my mind.. sickening right..argh.. cannot stand myself! so i changed my clothes again and went out..

Really glad that I met up with him. Because.. he's the one (besides Alvin) .. who can honestly tell me what he feels and ya..be really honest.. that's what i need.. honesty.. i really appreciate these 2 guys in my life!
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I got my answers.. and I still can't believe it.. my dear friends.. please slap me outta this situation if i get too tangled..

to have and to hold..

to have? or not to have?
to hold? or not to hold?

i freaking asked for it.. and i deserve it.

every thoughts in my brain now seemed to be colliding with each other.

woke up at 12.30pm today.. by Alvin's missed call.. after talking to him, realised that i have 3 messages unread.. and my 3 alarms that i didn't hear it going off.. hehe.. i CLEARLY remembered hearing my "Maria" alarm.. in my dreams.. yes! i dreamt that i heard Maria.. you know, my Maria alarm is really really loud.. but the one i heard was really soft.. and sweet.. like it's sung by a young girl.. haha~ ya, read my message and realised 欧阳 msged me at 12:10pm if i want lunch *oops* i called him immediately and he's queueing for his food! well, he got off the queue.. haha.. ya, got dressed right away, and zoomed off to lunch.

After lunch.. I went J8 to get my DS memory card reader changed so i can play my Inspector Layten..thanks to Veron loh.. but sianz.. the stock will only arrive 3 days later.. so i ended up shopping.. that's when i think..i've contributed quite a substantial amount to Great Singapore Sale..also known as GSS. I bought 2 tops and 1 skirt in 30mins.. about $90 in total.. then..went to teach... met up with 欧阳 and Ernest after their work.. then went AMK hub.. then freak~ 3 new bags.. too tempting lah.. discount loh! spent $80 in 10mins! *faint* ya.. so i have 3 pieces of clothings and 3 new bags.. i'm supposed to buy new clothes for this weekend's dinner..and shoes.. liao.. going shopping again tmr.. and i need a haircut! my fringe is growing and.. i need to get it in place.. maybe sat.. i'll go for a haircut..

met Alvin for supper near his place at about 10pm.. i always enjoy my time with him. There's no end to our conversation..and it can just go on and on.. well, if time permits lah.. i think, i meet up with him quite regularly.. and i think it's healthy lah.. he's the one that gives me the best advice and dares to reprimand me for whatever shit i'm in.. i really thank God for him..

left his carpark at 12:30am and reached my carpark at 12:44am.. ya..i actually timed myself.. yes.. i took 14 mins to get from Jurong East to Ang Mo Kio!

washed up.. threw all my purchases on my chair.. and opened my M1 Bill for this month.. $149.67~ not too bad.. i paid like $672.57 for my April to June's bill.. anyway, what i wanna highlight is not this.. it's the mailer i got together with the bill.. i usually scan the mailer to see if there's any new handphones.. or promotions..etc.. but what caught my eyes was........ 欧阳! OMG.. he's freaking on the mailer advert can! haha..

Actually, i've seen this advert on already lah.. he showed me the other time.. but to get it MAILED to you.. and you literally open the envelope and then.. see his face.. is quite overwhelming lah..haha~ wanna drop him a msg like now.. but er..abit too late.. shall show him over lunch tmr..keke~

which reminds me of.. Alvin's appearance in "Teenage" magazine which i saw 6 years ago.. wahahha~ i was at his house..and was looking thru all his stuff.. found "Teenage" magazine on his shelf! It's amazing as.. well, if you know Alvin, he's not the kind of guy that reads this kinda stuff you know..haha.. ya.. he was on the cover page..and a few more pages in it.. modelling for some clothes' brand..

anyway.. this week's an exciting week.. with quite alot of stuff to look forward to! I'm feeling pink!~

melted when OYCS sang this that night~

KTV-ed ... slept at 4am, woke up at 830am today.

the night before..VCD-ed with Veron.. slept at 4am, woke up at 9am.

wed night too.. was out suppering at Bali House, thereafter.. at Ah Chew's Dessert.

tue night.. Movie "Get Smart".

I'm so gonna stay at home and rest... then again.. i'm going out tonight.. and tmr morning! *faint*

~^*mchee*^~ says:
i think i've lost the guts to _ _ _ _ _
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means u r older and more responsible le...
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u begin to feel responsible for ur own actions...
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and know how to respect "fear"...

Watched Kungfu Panda today.. well, didn't wanna catch it at first.. but that's the only show left that I haven't watched.. and i totally LOVE it! I laughed throughout the whole show! Actually..it's quite easy to get me to laugh lah.. I tell you..the animation is GREAT! It's so REAL! I just have to *shhhh* capture a few photos in the cinema.. this is one of it! Right at the beginning of the show where Panda fell from his bed after a dream~

His 'shifu'! It's really very farnee lah.. please go and watch it if you haven't. Gotta be the funniest movie of the month! The whole cinema was really laughing altogether.. and all so reluctant to get outta their seats at the end of the movie.. and the Monkey's voice was actually Jackie Chan's! Argh.. if i knew it form the beginning.. i would have paid more attention to it..... alrighty.......and the picture I LuRvE Best would be....... this one!

Movie ended few mins before 12 midnight.. and I just have to get Mickey today..... Yesterday, Weijin and I went to the Arcade..and got ourselves addicted to the "sweets-pushing" machine.. spent like $28 and got Minnie! Today...... Mickey! yeah! spent $18 this time.. haha..so happy can! Now... who's gonna help me finish this whole container of sweets! Luckily I didn't take the pack of sweets home today..
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I'm gonna eat dumplings tmr!
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I freaking haven't gotten over THAT issue.. it's been haunting me every moment.. you know.. i can get SOoOoOoOO angry that when i breathe, i can feel my ribs aching.. and my heart starts beating very fast.. my mind just twirl and I get giddy..

I certainly CAN'T and WILL NOT let this matter rest. Watch out.

心痛...
当初相遇的心动.