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Monday.. woke up quite early today...at about 11am plus... once i woke up, started to arrange all the furnitures... coz my M20 is coming tmr afternoon instead of wed! yipee! means i can get to play it on wed morning! so fuN! so Dar's mummy and i spent about half an hour planning how to rearrange the furnitures to fit in my M20.. then spend another half an hour shifting the furniture..so funny.. shift and shirt, finally shift back to original position, only shift the study table! *keke* then spent another half an hour clearing and packing dar's stuff...now the room looks so much better!

then...1pm already.. went to eat some cereal...and dar's mom getting ready to go and fetch carel and desmond.. and we're meeting at sun plaza for lunch at 145pm.. so i was planning some stuff at home.. then we went food court and both of us ate ban mian and shared a can of ice peach tea... then went to walk walk and look and some cupboard... coz mine and dar's things really alot..so, need cupboard to put our things..

while walking home, dar's mom suddenly ask if wanna go Giant and walk walk.. so we went up the shuttle bus.. and half way thru, desmond's mom called and say desmond got stomach ache... so we alighted and walked back.. to find out that desmond is bluffing.. he wanna come up and play computer! haha.. but too bad.. i'm playing..so he have to wait till 5pm..

i plan to leave my mondays free....to do my things... then the rest of the days will be outta the house.. also good lah.. have the start of the week to plan my things.. anyway, next monday, dar is still in main land.. so can spend time with hiM! yipee!

april 16th

Everyone said i looked like princess that day.... just that i'm abit fat :( anyway...last year i had my hair let down... this year i decided to bring it up.. did the make up and hair for $39...quite cheap hor? went with Masha, Veron, Jin Zhen, Xiu Yu, Jean, Winnie, Claire, Richelle :) reached AMK red point at about 11am..and stayed there till 4pm... no choice lah..too many of us... girls abit more troublesome lah... not like guys... so simple.. *sigh* anyway, it was drizzling at AMK sumore...so we all took cab down to suntec for rehearsal first.. damn scary loh...it's the real performace already.. the day before, we rehearse till 1am plus.... *yawn* we had a full dress rehearsal...then.. gotta get ready le...went to get our door gifts... then went to our table... 67... very near the aisle! very good view! went to take lotsa photos before the whole event begins...

3 of Us!

sat beside weijie at the table... at the same table was shiyun, baldwin, karen, allan, kaiyang, aihui... decided to take the 3 of us...to show dar dar his 'network'.. it's a pity he doesn't have the chance to come.. but i know.. definately next year, it won't just be the 3 of us.. it'll be many many tables! weijie & richelle look nice that day... both of them sit together very noisy..keep talking...haha... we had a few dishes, then gotta go perform already..it was fun man.. the performance was over before i knew it..

2 Marquis & Me

Well, after that... Don went up to take his marquis pin.. hmm...dunno why, i dun really feel the excitement leh...not like last year... but last year i blur blur leh..dun even know what is marquis...haha..just go and eat... and present the monkey to ronald.. hmm... this year, the feeling is different... well, perhaps when i go up stage next year, then the feeling would be definately good! *keke*

Went to stay at Ottani hotel that night..shared the room with the girls.. next day we have master hong's class.. wah! really learn alot of things man! anyhow, i haven't spoke to darling for 3 days already..have been talking alot of "cases" the past 2 days..

and..i've decided to get my M20 piano! lalalallal~

i wanna buy lotsa things... and all needs $$$$$$$$$$$$.......

i wanna buy a piano... a 'Baldwin-lookalike-Yamaha' piano, a pair of silver heels for award presentation, shiny bracelet, black shawl, brooch, house, car, 21st birthday party, bag, formal clothes, lots and lots of pretty clothes, cosmetics, bags etc........so many so many things....oh yah! and Diner Dash game..

wanna learn piano, violin, organ, pop keyboard, saxaphone, drums, flute... imagine i have grade 8 for all instruments! so shiok! but i would really love a piano for now... really need one.... it's a NEED! not a WANT! sometimes, i imagine to myself..that HE will ask me what i would like for my 21st birthday.. and i would say... give me $21K... for these 21 years that you've not given me anything.. it only averaged out to be 1k a year.. not alot mah.. my mom definately spent more than that on me... so? give me 21k please...

Dar will be booking in out in 9 days' time..it's really very fast.. but after that, he gotta book in again for another 2 weeks... miss him badly.. actually, it makes me more independant.. i feel like i'm able to concentrate more on what i'm supposed to do.. haha... like teaching piano.. whenever i see darling at home, i don't feel like going out to teach.. wanan laze around with him.. now that he's in the army, i can go out to teach :) also, i can also now use the study table to do planning.. usually, the table would be piled up with dar's things.. and dunno why, when he's around, i won't like to do planning... aiyah, when he's around.. i just like to laze around and cuddle up to him... makes me lazy... ARGH.....

been's feeding his fishes every morning... at night, Dar's dad will feed... very fun leh... when i see the fishese growing bigger and bigger each day...especially my feifei.. damn fat now..haha... wonder if it'll ever stop swimming.. too fat... can't swim *keke*

Wondering how i should celebrate my 21st? or should i even celebrate? nobody celebrate with me? it's a saturday.. RTM... chalet? Dar dunno whether can book out or not... or...shall i just let it past? i won't feel sad or wat.. just that.. hmm... missed out on that kinda "Oh-finally-21" feeling.. hmm.. we'll see when the date draws nearer...

................... he said i looked tanned..... came down to the company..went to office to talk to chris..then went RTM.. well...he seemed like he dun wanna leave so early..keke.. sigh, dunno how to say.. i was thinking if he'll regret his choice many years ago..now that i'm so successful in life, well..at least i think i am.... probably he'll feel a crinch in his heart... hmm...

anyway..i'm feeling all emotional these days.. darling is not beside me.. now i know the meaning of "Absence makes the heart grows fonder".. *cry cry*...

Took over darling's swim class today...it's quite fun teaching swimming...time passes very fast! i reached the pool at 830am..so early hor! then the bloody lifeguard came to check on me.. then i proudly show him my $60 receipt for S.I....he say this one is NCAP not S.I....i told him to take down my name, and receipt number.. call SEAN of S.I to check.. and don't take up my time teaching.. idiot.. see me so young..jealous ah.. then gt a few male coaches came and say hi to me.. hmm... haha.. i think i look really cool in my wet suit...probably the chio-est female coach around! keke..

they took the board, kicked 2 laps.. then swim 4 laps.. those who finish fast like weixiong, sheryl, jeffery, carel, desmond, weiliang..while waiting for the rest.. i ask if they wanna go for 2 more laps..all say yes.... so off they go.. except for carel.. dunno why leh.. don't have time to communicate with her also.. then carel's mom came down..talk to her..ask her to swim... issit because she don't like me to coach her? usually she very active one.. but today... hm... issit me? then for sheryl... swim one lap stop 5,6 times.. then slowly 4 times... then 3 times... i realise that she needs alot of encouragement... then weixiang as usual...playing a fool... told him to go one corner and stand today... then he cry... argh..can't be bothered... before that, when swimming first lap, i told Jiarui to push him out.. don't even let him touch the wall...so i think he swam quite abit today... he kept giving excuses..say stomach pain, leg pain, hand pain, sleepy...etc... anything you can think off... wah piangz... after that.. wear pyjamas.. swim one lap.. tread water... make float...swim another lap...finish.. Conclusion... they still dunno how to make float with pyjamas.. must teach them..

Then told weixiang and sheryl to stay back 10mins loh..teach them.. issac is ok lah.. coordination problem..but can correct easily.. darren is confirm coordination problem.. need alot of patience.. i believe.. he'll be able to swim one day! yeah!.. anyway, i gave jiarui $30 for helping me.. and ya, weixiang/weixiong's & Carel/desmond's fess, Mom Toh keep :) they fetch me to bishan.. then went to eat lunch, then packet for me... then fetch me to office after that...didn't know they were waiting for me outside The Gardens.. told them to go home.. and they say ok... but...hm.. really appreciate them.. feel so paiseh leh..

Haiz...

Pegasus

Dar is in this company.. told the people in office...everyone say it's good.. not as tough as MTV :) glad for dar dar...

msged me at 5.06am.. didn't see it till about 8am... when i woke up... so happy to recieve msg from dar.. woke up with a sprain on the left side of my neck.. dunno why... hmm...

Anyway, it's a long day today.. teach piano from 9am all the way, non-stop till 530pm... change 2 classes to today... coz yesterday went tekong with dar... didn't have lunch... but also not hungry leh.. dunno why... just teach... time flies... dun even know it's evening already..

supposed to be office at 2pm today to do sketch.. but can't lah.. teaching piano.. but the rest of the people went ahead... those who can... claire, veron, jin zhen & xiu yu went to buy clothes for april 16th today... hm... xiu yu's one is a spaghetti black dress...simple knee-length.. think she'll look sweet... jinzhen one i haven't see yet...she say she left it in office.. she only bought a top, coz she got skirt at home already...so jean ask her to bring the skirt tmr.. then see if can match :)

then mom called me... confirm where to meet.. well, i said i'm teaching piano at shaw plaza... so my mom and HE came.. i was on the 3rd level of shaw plaza... they're late.. i went to walk walk.. didn't think much..really... till my HP rang.. mom's already at shaw plaza... i was quite nervous leh... haven't seen him for so many years.. can't remember a single thing.. then...when i was going down on the escalator... i was scouting around... my mom say i look like him.. i starting to comb my hair.. trying to look as presentable as i can.. dunno what's wrong with me man..

anyway, when i reached the 1st floor... my mom called me.. i asked...where's he... haha..he went toilet... probably to comb hair... haha..just guessing :) then he came.. oh god.. so ugly! haha.. no lah..just that.. he doesn't look like wat i thot he should look like...coz from what i remembered, i got a photo of him, carrying me when i was a few months old...tall and skinny... now.. ok lah.. of a reasonable height, and not fat, not skinny..i would say....fit.... dunno how to describe... anyway, he asked where to eat... i said somewhere air-conditioned.. so we ended up in novena fish and co... ate seafood platter for one :) all by myself... so full!

spend about 1.5 hours there... chit chatting.. hmm.. just normal conversation.. he say i'm dark.... argh! anyway... we went to office...chatted in small office with chris... then sat thru 20 mins of rtm.. then go back into small room for Q&A... then mummy and i sent him down.. then bye bye...
after that, brought mummy up to office to introduce to everybody... then went mac to talk to mummy...for about an hour... then walk with mummy to bus stop... then went back office... to find that they all going back already... hmmm.... then, xinyang fetched me home...

didn't chat much with Dar today..he like busy leh.. or issit he don't love me already :( hmm... can he still remember how i look like? alrighty..it's been a long day... i shall continue with part 2 tmr.. about our conversations... and my deeper feelings...

Miss you dar dar!

NS Enlistment Day


Went to Tekong today... well, woke up at about 9 am today... coz dar has been bugging me for Mac big breakfast meal for days! but always cannot wake up, today...we finally went.. after eating mac, went to buy biscuit... then came home to prepare somemore stuff for army...

Dar is so nervous...then hor, i keep thinking to myself.... on the day that we're gonna get married, dunno he'll be so nervous or not? actually, i realise that Dar is very cute... he may be egoistic...and puts up a strong and brave front... but i think, deep inside, he's still nervous... afterall, he's a young boy still...not even 21... perhaps i always forsee him as someone mature.. come to think of it, i forgot that he's 21 years old!

Keep taking pictures.. it's a warm warm weather... i sit in the ferry, i feel like tearing already..but i never.. i know...once dar hops on the ferry, he'll not be back on main land till 22nd april... anyway, we toured around.. waited for very long.. i toured before already, so nothing much.. only looking forward to dar take the oath.. so cute.. he look very toot with his shirt tucked in... so cute... so boyish..

Finally, we went to eat...western food leh! keke.. then dar gotta send us off...took some more picture... so funny... dar dar hug me.. then wanna kiss me.. but i shy... but ultimately.. still kissed... keke... well, didn't really feel sad... just miss him...

so tired.. then Dar's parents fetch his bro to school...wanted to fetch me to commonwealth, but i dun want... not very nice..so i took a train to commonwealth from YCK mrt station... very long never take already.. used to darling fetching me... miss miss..i must be independant...

From the looks of it, he's adapting quite well... Dar have no problems making frens de..i know.. just that he say the food sucks! keke... i very worried, that he can't wake up tmr morning.. i'll leave him a msg every night before i sleep.. see if he'll read it next morning...

Miss you Dar Dar..