. . .mY bLoG, mY aCcOuNt, mY jOurNaL, mY LoG, mY cHroNoLoGy, mY cOnFeSsiOn, mY LiFe . . .

刮刮乐

Thanks to YOU... if not for supper last night, I wouldn't have gotten 10 刮刮乐s for myself today.. anyway, 刮刮乐 is a scratch card..by Singapore Pools of course...$1 per card... ya.. and i bought 10.. you're supposed to scratch it.. and there are 6 numbers in the card... if the same dollar value appear 3 times, you win that dollar value... by the way, if you wanna buy, dun tell them 刮刮乐... "刮刮乐" is the name given by me..haha..
guess what? i won $12! haha.. $12 - $10(value of all 10 cards) = I still win $2!

I'm gonna use the $12 to buy 12 more 刮刮乐s later..

i tell you.. please don't buy 刮刮乐 if you haven't start buying them... it's highly addictive!

Current 刮刮乐 Statistics : Spent $10, won $12 (+$2)

*gRiNz*

Check out the 2nd earring I bought for him..nice, big and shiny! really thot it was very big..til he said he has a bigger one! haha~
gave him a pair, and i bought 2 pairs for myself..actually thot of giving him one..but like, very stingy..haha.. he didn't wanna let me take a picture of his ear actually.. coz there's abit of infection.. abit sore lah.. but when i touch it, like not that pain leh..

shall make it point to get him a earring everytime i get earrings for myself too~ hee..

the month of May

i'm turning 24..OMG..

Frens have been asking me what i want... honestly, there's nothing i really want from my them.. as in.. tangible stuff.. coz.. the things that i want..are too freaking expensive..haha~

1) LCD TV
2) New Beetle Volkswagen
3) Yamaha U5 Upright Grand

so friends.. dun ask me what i want.. i'll appreciate anything.. alternatively, just spend quality time with me..and i'll be very happy..bring me out and spend the whole day with me and make sure I smile the whole day through..
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yes..speaking of that... i'm going Batam again! 3D2N.. it's gonna be fun.. i can feel it already!
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ya...i haven't been laughing much.. so sad.. i miss the feeling of laughing til my stomach cramps like anything.. i had a nice time laughing at Iris's place..with Eileen... there's never a moment i won't feel like laughing/smiling when i'm with both of you.. how wonderful right... hee~
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笑。。
有时候是为了配合一些场合
笑。。
有时候是来掩饰自己真正的心情

和好友在一起时能开怀大笑,其实是很轻松,很自在的。。

当我笑的时候,你看得出我是真的因为开心而笑?
还是。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Genting~

Reached Golden Mile Complex at about 1015pm to settle all the admin stuff.. walked around to stock up sweets, chocolates, mint... Thanks Veron.. for reminding me to bring all these.. if not i'll get motion sickness! Toru's quite excited.. but i doubt he'll really enjoy his trip.. coz he dun like to gamble..and Genting's all about.. you know.. We reached Genting at about 530am! and we can't check into hotel til 2pm.. so we headed straight to Casino and stayed there till 11am!
Photography not allowed..but i managed to take some shots anyway.. hundreds of jackpot machines! won some money here.. and it was fun Jackpot-ting with Ernest.. and that i must sit on his right side then will win money..haha.. then he will start chanting victory chant..hilarious.. but chanting helps loh.. RM400! i dun really like jackpot, it's a brainless activity! but when the credit starts to add... the sound is very nice... ~~~~
Went to Pontoon with Ernest.. it's actually Black Jack.. shared with Ernest.. coz the minimum bet is RM25.. won some money..and left..hee.. won a few times black jack 21 points, got some chips..and saved 1 or 2 for Veron and QC..hee..
Roulette.. the first game i played..the payout is so high loh! first game i played..min bet is RM5.. won RM45 right away..then i stop and left..haha.. damn scared loh.. dunno why leh.. used to play alot without fear..this time.. i'm rather stingy with money..
Computerised Roulette! ya..we played this one..not the other one.. dun wanna squeeze with all the ah pehs.. this one better..one computer to yourself.. Toru played also.. took out RM50..then won til RM210..then i duno what's the final verdict..hee..
another snap shot of the casino.. so many table..so many different games.. pple bet in hundreds and thousands! scary.. we left casino at about 1130am and lunch at Kenny Rogers.. 4 of us shared a whole chicken! thereafter, Daddy and Toru went back to room and sleep, while Ernest and I went Pontoon-ing again til about 4pm.. too sleepy..went back to room to sleep..then Dad woke up..his turn to win some "dinner fund".. he said..hee~
Slept til 7pm! went to mushroom farm for dinner.. everything is so salty.. think only the fish is to my liking.. however, we ordered a big big plate of fruits after that.. and we ordered alot of mangoes! so so so so sweet! We ate til 10pm! spent alot of time talking..it's nice lah.. to chit chat over dinner... 3 hours! hee~ Toru and Daddy went back to sleep after dinner.. Ernest and I went to catch some movies!

Watched Run-Papa-Run from 1115pm to 1am.. then watch Forbidden Kingdom from 115am to 3am! Ernest watched Forbidden Kingdom already, but since the ticket's cheap, he accompanied me..hee.. these 2 shows are nice.. after i watched run-papa-run... i've alot of 感处(Veron, my '处' correct or not?).. went back to Jackpot again after movie.. Ernest can't get over the 1 million dollar jackpot price.. i didn't play..just watched.. well, not so easy wor.. hit our bed at about 4am.. on our journey downslope..back to Singapore.. supposed to wake up at 9am to do some shoppping..but overslept til 1030am! our coach's leaving at 1130am! sobz.. quickly got up.. and i was ready by 1045am...fast right! hee.. went to buy a pair of shoes for myself.. got souvenier for Veron.. Ernest and I got necklace for each other..hee.. we were saying.. whenever we go holiday, we'll buy something for each other.. to remind ourselves that we've been to these places..
I thot our final stop at Yong Peng was to eat sucky lunch.. usually the coach will stop at this food court looking place for food.. anyone travelling up to Genting by coach will definately stop at Yong Peng.. wasn't quite looking forward to lunch.. till daddy said.. that we should try the restaurant next to it.. i didn't realise there was a reataurant next to it after SO MANY YEARS of stopping at Yong Peng..so happy..i had a nice lunch to end off my trip!

It was a nice weekend off...to relax.. and rest.. dad's planning for cruise next weekend..i told him..not so soon! haha.. rest for 2 to 3 weeks..then we go..

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当你想念一个人的时候, 你会不知不觉地提起他。。
吃饭的时后,走路的时候,搭车的时候 etc..
真的是不知不觉喔!是我弟弟在告诉我的。。
他说“你完了”。。
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but i know what i should do..and what should be done. Time to meet Alvin..he called me at the right time~

可不可以不勇敢

你用浓浓的鼻音说一点也没事
反正又美又痛才是爱的本质
一个人旅行也许更有意思
和他真正结束才能重新开始

几年贴心的日子换分手两个字
你却严格只准自己哭一下子
看着妳努力想微笑的样子
我的心像大雨将至那么潮湿

我们可不可以不勇敢
当伤太重心太酸无力承担
就算现在女人很流行释然
好象什么困境都知道该怎么办

我们可不可以不勇敢
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放生哭喊
要从心底拿走一个人很痛很难

...很痛很难

W960i

Thot these 2 photos are quite nicely taken by Veron..hee~ she probably took these photos while taking study break..keke~ look at the backdrop.. whole chunks of chinese words..

the 'gender' of the 2 phones are quite clearly shown yah?..
Veron bought the pink flower for me 3 days ago! so sweet! and the purple thingy, got it from Toyko Tower.. but QC's hp strap probably cost more than my 2 'ding dongs' altogether.. oops~

Congratulations Veron! you're probably rejoicing now! Exams over! QC.. press on!

you don't know, and you'll never know..it'll be within me.. forever..

Waiting~ BOA


was playing this on the piano today..there's no words on my piano score.. thot it was just a purely instrumental piece.. didn't know it has an MTV..

*smilez*

BuRp~

My Dinner... at Pregos.. Raffles City.. Swissotel... the bread is very very big! and warm..and crispy..and nice.. and classy!
Ordered Pasta..the chef makes the spaghetti on the spot! While waiting for food.. snapped a photo of the grand piano! so sad.. no pianist tonight..
Name of Cocktail : Tall and Sexy!~ filled to the brim...
the remains... and i thot this picture was very nicely taken!

Total damages : $110.. with member discount... $79! yeah!

Passed~

Knew the results already..last week..but i got the detailed result slip posted to me today..haha~ Here's the break down...

My 1st piece : German Dance (Beethoven)
Score : 20/30
"The notes were reasonably safe and the rhythm was just secure but the playing was never quite focused in pitch and the tone was so tight and reserved."

[[Iris and I thought this piece was badly done. She's my pianist accompaniment..and i think she totally freaked out when i played this piece 'shittily'.. first song summore! i think i was too nervous! the room's so cold..and the examiner's looking at me with her blue eyes.. then again, I passed this piece! I dunno why!]]

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My 2nd piece : Grande Valse Brillante (Chopin)
Score : 24/30
"The playing was much more bold here and the bowing quite well managed. Now add lots more colour and character to the playing. Give it much more rhythmic energy."

[[Totally shocked at my marks too. Thought I'll get like 20 or 21. Iris said I didn't play it as well as my practises with her.. so sad.. and.. this song's supposed to sound very "grand"..but i think i played like a mouse..]]

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My 3rd piece : Rumba (Michael Rose)
Score : 23/30
"Generally rhythmic and flowing - a few uneven moments. You caught the character of the dance but the intonation was rather uncertain in places."

[[This was my most prepared piece..but the not the highest marks attained..sigh.. totally 'zao seah' at 2 parts..THAT 2 parts.. hiya.. played with ANOTHER style.. my teacher told me to play in this ANOTHER style..where i could play it with the CORRECT tone in my own style.. i listen to teacher loh]]

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Scales and Arpeggios
Score : 14/21
"Scales showed preparation but not all were exactly focused in pitch; but you basically knew the work. Arpeggios were just secured - some with difficulty"

[[Iris went out after i played my 3rd piece..i'm left in the room all alone with the ang moh.. sobz.. and the truth is.. i'm not at all prepared for scales..and i suck at it.. those who play music, knows that..scales is HATED by all...how can i pass? i'm clueless...but i passed anyway..haha]]

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Sight Reading
Score : 14/21
"Very reserved in tone but there was some grasp of key and rhythm in places."

[[Freak! Usually it's this section and Aural that will pull my marks up. previously exam i scored 17/21..but i was totally caught unaware that my sight reading peice would be so difficult. I'm given only 20 secs to look at it..and that's it.. 3 flats for key signature..and i HATE flats..]]

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Aural Tests
Score : 18/18
"Promising responses. All correct. Well done!"

[[Totally expected..haha.. got full marks the other time too.. well, cannot be over confident..who knows..the next time..]]

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Additional Comments
"Have a little more confidence to play out with a much wider dynamic repertoire now. You know the work and achieved a safe pass today. Excellent Award."

[[I'm really very lucky..it's either the examiner took pity on me.. or she took pity on me..haha.. Iris thot i was damn heng.. i only practised a few days before..and poor iris have to be very 'gan jiong' with me..thanks girl! We made it! I'll be presenting you my next grade's pieces to play soon! You'll accompany me all the way through til i graduate from my violin!]]

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Total Score : 113/150 [WOAH!]

sleep~

i actually went to bed at midnight! haven't been sleeping so early.. and i woke up feeling so good! today i'm going to try sleeping at 1130pm...haha~ sleeping makes me happy!
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I finally made up my mind!~

*******

wah.. just found out something..
it's either i think too much, or i think too much
duh
can i believe my own assumption?
shit
I'm grinning crazily
(for an hour already)

*******

how how... tell me how..

i think too much

perhaps it's just another game

Why Women Cry..

Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,"And you never will, but that's O.K."

.......Later the little boy asked his father,"Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".

"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say......

The little boy grew up and became a man,still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"

GOD answered......"When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... !

I gave her the inner strength to endure child birth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take careof her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without complaining....

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances.Even when her child has hurt her badly....She has the very special power to make a child's boo-boo feel better and to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart....I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly....

For all of this hard work, I also gave her a tear to shed.It is hers to use whenever needed and it is her only weakness....When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

She is special~
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I've shed so much tears.. and cried so much.. simply because i'm created for much more greater stuff of the world!

#@(&(*!^&%@%*(!#&(*$^*&#)@*

You know..I am very pissed.. very very pissed.. Left Causeway Point at 1pm.. and was supposed to go Somerset to meet someone at 2pm.. guess what.. at 2pm..i'm still at Ang Mo Kio Ave 5 the exit there loh! freak.. Ya...my car's not moving AT ALL! I had time to stop and take photo! sorry..not stop and take photo.. my car's already STOPPED...idiot.. ido... ido.. i had to MMS to him..to show him that I'm REALLY stuck in a Jam.. sorry, not Jam...a MASSIVE JAM! see the sign!! "MASSIVE JAM TO PIE(TUAS)"!
and..i'm on the 1st LANE!! 1st lane also can jam!!! i think the 2nd and third lane and can go eat poo!!! and on the other side of the road also.. towards AMK, SLE... also jammed.. while taking this photo, a Subaru guy was grinning at me.. i saw him thru my rear mirror.. he must be thinking i'm a xiao char bor.. take photos of traffic jam..

I was SOoOooOo FRUSTRATED that i was ranting in my car...really loudly.. like all the bad words just come out.. KNNBCCB etc... wah..cannot take it! ya.. then msged QC and complained.. wanted to call.. but i think i will just cry.. ya.. i cry when i'm very angry..

the Verdict is..i exited through Braddell..and went home.. sorry friend.. i'm too pissed to go anywhere, meet anyone, do anything!


miss miss~

I Practised OK~

This is to prove to my teacher that i practised my piano! for one solid hour.. same song.. no mistakes loh.. only a slight pause in the middle.. this is only like 12 lines of my 15 pages!!


Miss~

當你.........

SSS

Was at Singapore Sports School today for some doping talk.. sianz.. gotta clock my NROC hours..if not i'll be delisted from NROC's website.. ya..supposed to clock 15 hours in 3 years..but i'm left with like 1 month.. i have 12.5 hours more to clock.. clock 1 hour today..1.5 hours was clock by him last time.. how how how.. still got first aid to take.. 临时no佛脚to抱..
The talk was kinda interesting.. i went for the sake of clocking hours..but learnt a few stuff though.. taking steroids has side effect wor.. though it makes the guy big "up there", it'll eventually lead to ...small "down there"..really! and drinking 3 cups of coffee(caffeine) will REALLY boost endurance. The Dr said.. before any BMT or NAFFA.. drink 3 cups.. endurnace will be boosted.. tried and tested by national atheletes!Took a photo of the indoor pool... damn nice loh.. 1 olympic sized pool..and two 25 metres pool.. i think it's specially designed for training of plunging and sprinting.. indoor somemore!
i suddenly miss swimming alot..as in.. i miss swimming in competitions.. i dun think i'll ever have the chance to stand on the platform and hear the gun go off again.. too old to swim already.. no more speed, no more stamina..so sad.. hur hur~ last gold medal won was in 2004.. and that's really the last..

motivated... i went to try my 10laps continuous frontcrawl today..the last time i did 10 continuous was back in Lifesaving in NP.. was like 17 years old then.. guess what.. i did it! in less than 10 mins! better than my breaststroke loh! but i did feel like dying at the 4th lap.. but after the 6th lap.. my arms were like numb already.. i seriously think of doing 15 laps tmr.. then 20 laps on friday...my aim is to do continuous 4 X 500M IM..Back/Fly/Breast/Free.. gotta ask Gary to "pretty-fy" my fly.. dun wanna end up looking like dragonfly loh..

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I've many a cross to take up now
And many left behind
But present troubles move me not
Nor shake my quiet mind
And what may be tomorrow's cross
I never seek to find
Leave that to Him
And keep a quiet mind

I........

can't take it anymore~
there is freaking no solution to this.
H.O.W~

Junk!!

I haven't been eating proper dinner lately.. simply no appetite.. but when the clock struck 12midnight, my mouth starts to itch..but really not hungry leh! I've decided to open up all the tidbits i have in my room.. though i can't really bear to eat them.. the packaging is so cute can! Sorry Mickey and Minnie and Kitty.. i just have to stop my mouth from itching.. ya..I ate like 3 kittys...whenever i open it up, it's broken into 2.. this is the only one intact! woah!
Even the snack's shaped like mickey's head.. but very small packet ...hur hur...
don't really like this one.. but the shape is nice too right! cost like $3++ per packet k..
haha..it's a chocolate! got it when we purchased movie tickets..ya...rather long ago.. now it's in my tummy...
and this fusion of Chrysanthemum and Green Tea... very very nice!---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
was lunching somewhere.. i just have to stop my car and get down to snap this.. arrow pointing in 2 directions! the carpark's undergoing some renovation and i think they haven't covered up the paint yet.. haha..
this one too! haha.. and my passenger certainly thot i was crazy.. to stop the car in the middle of no where...
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Sleep~

恶作剧2吻

gotta be the BEST taiwanese drama ever!

with or without...

2 of my good friends had a fight..and they are not talking to each other anymore. They had a really good friendship for almost 10 years? ya..around there.. my friend questioned ownself "Can I live without this friend in my life?" after all..it's been a good 10 years.. my fren's answer "I'll try.."

It's been almost 2 months..they have not spoken a word to each other, nor have they seen each other.. I wonder.. if they'll miss each other... i bet they do.. even if they do...well, none refuse to budge or give in... nor are they honest with their feelings..
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Just a phone call away... Just a SMS away... Just an email away..
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"Can you live without me in your life?"
miss me? -call me~

PiNk DaY~

It's PiNk DaY simply because I'm happy today.. i had alot of time for myself... I haven't had such good times for a long while...it all started last night.. reminiscing.. when was the last time you laughed til you teared? you know..i miss being my bubbly self.. also, i woke up at 1230pm today! I miss sleeping..really.. started to paint my room.. now..2 sides of my wall's done! and..half a ceiling...that leaves me with half a ceiling and 2 more sides.. *pant* Painted my room for 3.5 hours loh! my arms ache like mad! went out.. and had dinner at club..
i think the dish i liked most is...this plate of fruits! don't you think it's very Ka-Le-Ful! so pretty right! i can't bear to eat it!

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You are my all in all~

Somehow..

I feel.. quite unsettled this week. There's so many things going on around me.. i don't even have time sit down think properly.

so many things to do.
so many courses to attend.
so many lessons to teach.
so much money needed to spend.
so many people to meet.

so many .. so many.. so many..

so many..
question without answers.

University

Ernest went for interview at NUS yesterday.. i really hope he'll get a place in there..

I hope i get replies from those unis i've applied too.. ya, thot the dateline for SIM was 15th April, but it's actually 31st March! freak... went down personally to SIM yesterday and found out that the dateline's extended to May! I can take my time now.. QC came to meet me at SIM.. and lunch at Megabitez.. it's been a long time since Ive eaten there.. even since Poly days.. coveniently, i can just walk over to SIM.. QC's first time in SIM, and it happened that yesterday was the graduation day! so.. can see many sqaure hats and parents all dressed up for the proud moments of their child..

I really dunno if i should study.. i've weighed the pros and cons.. studying would obviously be better.. just that, i don't think i can pick up the momentum again.. but if i dun study, i'll be wasting my time! I'm so super free everyday can! that i can crash QC's lecture like dunno how many times.. haha..
Some lecture on Albert Einstein..and his works...which i totally 'catch no ball'...the lecturer seemed really passionate on his field of studies.. on physics...
haha~ caught a guy sleeping! managed to snap a picture of him! got a can of green tea on the lecture desk somemore!
QC trying to be attentive.. he probably knows i'm taking a picture, so pretend to listen..haha.. he refuse to lemme copy notes.. so, i was busy with my viwawa and msn..with Ben at that time...telling me all about the haunted house he visited.. *rrrRRRr*
Finished a packet of gummy and M&Ms! Zonked.. anyway, all these pictures were taken last week...
This one below was taken yesterday.. ya, same lecture.. Albert Einstein..this time eating my Pocky Strawberry.. trying to move him mouth, so his eyelids won't shut.. and i witness for myself..the incident about 'Girl-Scouting'...haha~ wanted to load the video.. but, i guess..better not! feel like going up to the lecturer and shake his hand "I really enjoy your lecture alot!"..then run off..haha~

ok best friend.. you have a test on Albert Einstein on 10th April! remember to bring pencil, eraser & calculator! Be there 15mins before the exam! haha~

Yoshiki - I'll be your love (classical)

He asked me to listen to this song.. and I think the girl sang beautifully..

I’ll be your love
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world

There’s a time, you feel like you’re lost
Feel the night will never end, through the daybreak
It’s hard to hold on, but there is tomorrow
Brings you to your senses, as the sun will make it’s way
You’ll make it there to the place
Where reality and dreams and love will be together
I’ll keep the life from fading
If the clouds lined your way and the wind sprays your faith

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world
Let me see you smile

Don’t you cry over the past, somedays might be gray and weiry
Not easy to live, to live and be heard
Til the rain stops in silence, I’ll be there to hold your heart
I’ll be with you
Til you find a reason for love
We’re taking for granted
We’ll keep the time from fading as the world is here to stay
Your hope is deeper than day

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world

If you would believe
Believe in the world
Of vision, of love
And the strenght inside your heart
You’ll find a way

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone

我的心真的受伤了

Just trying out the new toy I've bought! woah.. not exactly as good as my upright grand..but.. still.. i love it!




窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

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It's April's Fool today..do not believe anything, anyone says...

was reading a friend's blog.. and that left me with some stuff to ponder..

Do I really have the right to be angry, sad, happy, disappointed, excited, pissed etc... I've been wondering about this too.. sometimes, what you put on infront isn't exactly how you're feeling inside.. deep inside.. it may just be the exact opposite of what you're trying to express.. no one will know.. and even if anyone asks, how would you decifer the truth from a lie? nah.. no one will know..

"For each of you sitting there, condemning me for my actions: How can you know that you wouldn't have done the same thing, if put to the test? Every day, we do little things to keep the people we love from being hurt - tell a white lie..etc... "

'Love will do that to you.'

-- Jodi Picoult,
Perfect Match.

People just wanna hear what they wanna hear, see what they wanna see, read what they wanna read.. sometimes, you just gotta close your eyes and forget about it.. if not you'll risk losing it all..

a single rose can be my garden, a single friend..my world..
-where are you?-
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haha~ got my mind off to doing some brainless questions.. well, it's not exactly brainless, i still gotta give it some thoughts...

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend(s): Germin Yeo! My primary school friend.. i treat her like my best friend, but she treats me like a real pest.. haha.. we've been friends for like almost 15 years to date.. we have been sharing this love-hate relationship til now.. totally nothing to hide from each other..i love you baybee!

First Screen Name: Mush/Mich.. Mush given by Iris when we were in primary school..and Mich, a short form of my name loh..

First Pet: A Bird..that can't fly.. serious! my grandparents did dunno what to it.. and the bird was practically walking around the kitchen..

First Piercing: 6 years old.. i was brave.. didn't cry.. now i have like 8 ear holes..

First School: PAP? PLMGS?

First CD: Some CDs that my mummy plays it for me to sleep every night..

First Car: Hyundai GETZ.. black..

First Stuffed Animal: A Pink Bear.. very small one.. i still have it ok!

First Hp: NOKIA 3310

First Crush: Sherman Lim Jia Rong! knew him at 7 years old! haha~ for my really close friends, i bet you find this name darn familiar..haha.. we're still in contact k..

NINE LASTS
Last Alchoholic Beverage: few mugs of beer.. in Japan..

Last Car Ride: Honda Civic.. Van: dad's van.. Bike: His bike..

Last Movie Seen: SpiderWick~

Last Phone Call: haha "Private Number".. called to ask if i really spent $2000 on my car's hospitalisation bill..haha~

Last CD Played: "WOW Worship"

Last Bubble Bath: In Hongkong.. or was it Taiwan? Oct/Nov 2007

Last Time You Cried: Yesterday.

Last Online: Duh.

Last Meal: Pizza! again..

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: n.o

2. Have you ever been arrested: No..err.. by school headmistress, counted or not?

3. Have you ever skinny dipped: No.

4. Have you ever been on TV: No.

5. Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: No. HAHA.

6. Have you ever cheated: of course lah!

7. Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Yes.

8. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yes, after crying, my eyes are usually tired..

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. Nightgown
2. Panty
3. Spectacles
4. Necklace
5. Anklet
6. Earring
7. Hairband

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Sang
2. Played Piano
3. Blogged
4. Ate
5. Bathed
6. Drove

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS (not in order)
1. Money
2. VCDs/YouTube/Dramas
3. My can't-do-without $300 Pillow
4. Piano
5. Sweets/Chocolates

FIVE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO
1. God
2. Germin
3. Iris
4. Ben
5. Bernard

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: White.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Married
2. To have 1 Million bucks.

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Not continuing with my swimming trainings which might have eventually lead to SEA games.

 
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