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was reading a friend's blog.. and that left me with some stuff to ponder..

Do I really have the right to be angry, sad, happy, disappointed, excited, pissed etc... I've been wondering about this too.. sometimes, what you put on infront isn't exactly how you're feeling inside.. deep inside.. it may just be the exact opposite of what you're trying to express.. no one will know.. and even if anyone asks, how would you decifer the truth from a lie? nah.. no one will know..

"For each of you sitting there, condemning me for my actions: How can you know that you wouldn't have done the same thing, if put to the test? Every day, we do little things to keep the people we love from being hurt - tell a white lie..etc... "

'Love will do that to you.'

-- Jodi Picoult,
Perfect Match.

People just wanna hear what they wanna hear, see what they wanna see, read what they wanna read.. sometimes, you just gotta close your eyes and forget about it.. if not you'll risk losing it all..

a single rose can be my garden, a single friend..my world..
-where are you?-
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haha~ got my mind off to doing some brainless questions.. well, it's not exactly brainless, i still gotta give it some thoughts...

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend(s): Germin Yeo! My primary school friend.. i treat her like my best friend, but she treats me like a real pest.. haha.. we've been friends for like almost 15 years to date.. we have been sharing this love-hate relationship til now.. totally nothing to hide from each other..i love you baybee!

First Screen Name: Mush/Mich.. Mush given by Iris when we were in primary school..and Mich, a short form of my name loh..

First Pet: A Bird..that can't fly.. serious! my grandparents did dunno what to it.. and the bird was practically walking around the kitchen..

First Piercing: 6 years old.. i was brave.. didn't cry.. now i have like 8 ear holes..

First School: PAP? PLMGS?

First CD: Some CDs that my mummy plays it for me to sleep every night..

First Car: Hyundai GETZ.. black..

First Stuffed Animal: A Pink Bear.. very small one.. i still have it ok!

First Hp: NOKIA 3310

First Crush: Sherman Lim Jia Rong! knew him at 7 years old! haha~ for my really close friends, i bet you find this name darn familiar..haha.. we're still in contact k..

NINE LASTS
Last Alchoholic Beverage: few mugs of beer.. in Japan..

Last Car Ride: Honda Civic.. Van: dad's van.. Bike: His bike..

Last Movie Seen: SpiderWick~

Last Phone Call: haha "Private Number".. called to ask if i really spent $2000 on my car's hospitalisation bill..haha~

Last CD Played: "WOW Worship"

Last Bubble Bath: In Hongkong.. or was it Taiwan? Oct/Nov 2007

Last Time You Cried: Yesterday.

Last Online: Duh.

Last Meal: Pizza! again..

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: n.o

2. Have you ever been arrested: No..err.. by school headmistress, counted or not?

3. Have you ever skinny dipped: No.

4. Have you ever been on TV: No.

5. Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: No. HAHA.

6. Have you ever cheated: of course lah!

7. Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Yes.

8. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yes, after crying, my eyes are usually tired..

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. Nightgown
2. Panty
3. Spectacles
4. Necklace
5. Anklet
6. Earring
7. Hairband

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Sang
2. Played Piano
3. Blogged
4. Ate
5. Bathed
6. Drove

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS (not in order)
1. Money
2. VCDs/YouTube/Dramas
3. My can't-do-without $300 Pillow
4. Piano
5. Sweets/Chocolates

FIVE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO
1. God
2. Germin
3. Iris
4. Ben
5. Bernard

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: White.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Married
2. To have 1 Million bucks.

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Not continuing with my swimming trainings which might have eventually lead to SEA games.