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was reading a friend's blog.. and that left me with some stuff to ponder..

Do I really have the right to be angry, sad, happy, disappointed, excited, pissed etc... I've been wondering about this too.. sometimes, what you put on infront isn't exactly how you're feeling inside.. deep inside.. it may just be the exact opposite of what you're trying to express.. no one will know.. and even if anyone asks, how would you decifer the truth from a lie? nah.. no one will know..

"For each of you sitting there, condemning me for my actions: How can you know that you wouldn't have done the same thing, if put to the test? Every day, we do little things to keep the people we love from being hurt - tell a white lie..etc... "

'Love will do that to you.'

-- Jodi Picoult,
Perfect Match.

People just wanna hear what they wanna hear, see what they wanna see, read what they wanna read.. sometimes, you just gotta close your eyes and forget about it.. if not you'll risk losing it all..

a single rose can be my garden, a single friend..my world..
-where are you?-
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haha~ got my mind off to doing some brainless questions.. well, it's not exactly brainless, i still gotta give it some thoughts...

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend(s): Germin Yeo! My primary school friend.. i treat her like my best friend, but she treats me like a real pest.. haha.. we've been friends for like almost 15 years to date.. we have been sharing this love-hate relationship til now.. totally nothing to hide from each other..i love you baybee!

First Screen Name: Mush/Mich.. Mush given by Iris when we were in primary school..and Mich, a short form of my name loh..

First Pet: A Bird..that can't fly.. serious! my grandparents did dunno what to it.. and the bird was practically walking around the kitchen..

First Piercing: 6 years old.. i was brave.. didn't cry.. now i have like 8 ear holes..

First School: PAP? PLMGS?

First CD: Some CDs that my mummy plays it for me to sleep every night..

First Car: Hyundai GETZ.. black..

First Stuffed Animal: A Pink Bear.. very small one.. i still have it ok!

First Hp: NOKIA 3310

First Crush: Sherman Lim Jia Rong! knew him at 7 years old! haha~ for my really close friends, i bet you find this name darn familiar..haha.. we're still in contact k..

NINE LASTS
Last Alchoholic Beverage: few mugs of beer.. in Japan..

Last Car Ride: Honda Civic.. Van: dad's van.. Bike: His bike..

Last Movie Seen: SpiderWick~

Last Phone Call: haha "Private Number".. called to ask if i really spent $2000 on my car's hospitalisation bill..haha~

Last CD Played: "WOW Worship"

Last Bubble Bath: In Hongkong.. or was it Taiwan? Oct/Nov 2007

Last Time You Cried: Yesterday.

Last Online: Duh.

Last Meal: Pizza! again..

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: n.o

2. Have you ever been arrested: No..err.. by school headmistress, counted or not?

3. Have you ever skinny dipped: No.

4. Have you ever been on TV: No.

5. Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: No. HAHA.

6. Have you ever cheated: of course lah!

7. Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Yes.

8. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yes, after crying, my eyes are usually tired..

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. Nightgown
2. Panty
3. Spectacles
4. Necklace
5. Anklet
6. Earring
7. Hairband

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Sang
2. Played Piano
3. Blogged
4. Ate
5. Bathed
6. Drove

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS (not in order)
1. Money
2. VCDs/YouTube/Dramas
3. My can't-do-without $300 Pillow
4. Piano
5. Sweets/Chocolates

FIVE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO
1. God
2. Germin
3. Iris
4. Ben
5. Bernard

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: White.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Married
2. To have 1 Million bucks.

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Not continuing with my swimming trainings which might have eventually lead to SEA games.

can you imagine i run around the whole day like xiao char bor.. just for my room.. my bed finally arrived today.. and i've been packing til now.. my air con's full blast at 17 degress the whole day..because it's freaking hot!

i would say it's pretty ok now.. i need to freaking paint 3 more walls..after my 3 walls, i'm gonna get a new tv..that's my doodad for the month of april..

To my best friend : Happy Swimming! it's Monday blues! (with me around, it'll be pink!)

I used to think money is the most important factor in life.. i was 17 at that time.. i slog like anything till what i'm earning today.. till 2 years ago.. when i realised that, money isn't that important after all.. family and human relationships are more valuable.. but now, i think.. money still talks.. very loudly~

I used money today to buy tangible and intangible stuff..

The power of money~

I'm really glad that you came and help me today.. without you, I wouldn't have accomplished so much stuff.. and though my dad's van beeps at 60km/h, you managed to fetch me around.. raining somemore! Thanks for your time.. i appreciate it alot. I know I can count on you whenever i need help.. Thank you~

The last time I ever hop onto a bike was 5 years ago.. it's been so long.. till i forgot how to fasten my helmet.. bike at 60km/h is enough to get me screaming and pulling clothes.. after like dunno how long, finally got use to it.. 80km/h to 100km/h isn't that bad after all.. just need to hug tighter, to make sure i won't fly off! came to pick me at about 10pm.. went to siglap for dessert.. so far right! stay north, go to east for dessert. Drank lychee ice and he ate noodles.. and toast.. dunno why, i dun feel like eating anything.. stayed on and chat and reached home at about 2am.. can tell he's very very tired..eyes all red..

One very very bad thing about taking bike is that.. my hair's all tangled! argh..forgot to tie it up loh.. then he told me to like twist them and tuck them into my jacket..still.. tangled..but better than never tuck in lah.. i came back home to comb my hair.. i tell you.. my floor's filled with hair now.. i'm going to condition it thoroughly tomorrow..

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I moved outta home when i was 19.. so it's been like 5 years on my own.. the reason why i moved out was because of an issue with BLOG. it seems like i often get into trouble with BLOGs..

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readers who have been following up with whatever i'm writing.. ya, THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH for YOUR concern.

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1) Servicing..changing of oil and spark plugs
2) Change timing belt
3) Repair my car door + spray paint
4) Punctured tire
5) Road Tax
6) Insurance
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It's gonna cost me $2000. *faint*
and i just spent $800 yesterday.
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I'm going out..... now.....
gonna leave my car alone.

it's needs rest too.. like me~

Woke up feeling so refreshed! because i slept for 8 hours! it's been a long time since i slept for such long hours..

Maybe because..one side of my wall in pink! I'm gonna make it 2 today! Any helpers? so sad.. Ben and Eileen in Taz.. if not they'll come help me..

and when my bed finally arrives, i want Veron to be the first to sleep with me!

miss miss~