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OoOOoOh, it's a beautiful day!

I spend most mornings reflecting about what i want in life.. maybe not reflecting, just thinking... i usually do my admin and paper work in the mornings.. i'll work out my new schedule(it changes every week!), my income(it always increases!), my expenses(it always increases too!)...etc...

I'm quite ok with the live i'm living now.. with a rather good income for a 21 year old... my expenese are rather high though.. but it's ok.. i'm starting out earlier than most of my friends.. and i love my students... to a point where i don't think i can can ever give them up for my new piano studio in future..

Right now, i'll just continue whatever i'm doing, perhaps have another 5 more students...that's all.. my next aim is to buy a house with my dar dar.. it seems so far fetched...but i know... we're getting a step closer and closer to it.. we're saving for it......., i can "Smell" abit of the house already!

Never blog regularly coz so many things happened...i'm just plain lazy to type it all out.. actually, my life is quite mono.. well, when things are going smoothly, i complained of life being mono...when there's so many happenings, i complained life is unfair.. *crazy*

My student's practical exam results are out... 2 didn't make it... one stopped lesson for almost 4 months, and her mom wanted to have like last min lesson...well, of coz..that's not gonna help..
One is not musically inclined at all..i tried to help...but, she missed by 4 marks...well, i wrote an appeal to UK, hopefully she'll pass.. the rest of my students got a merit... so, it's not my fault that the students fail lah.. some just didn't have the flair for it.. i'm so sorry to say that..but that is it..

I wanna go on a diet! but i really have no motivation.. i need to control my food intake and exercise regularly.. if not take wedding photo not nice! :( Actually, it's not that i eat alot..but rather, i'm eating at irregular timing... i don't eat breakfast...i can skip lunch and eat only one meal a day at 5pm... and sometimes i eat lunch at 3pm, and dinner at 10pm... like yesterday... i had maggi mee at 11am, and dinner at 1015pm.. so now, i'm gonna prepare sandwiches and put them in my car! so whenever it's lunch time, i eat one.. when i feel like snacking, it's always healthy to much on bread...and when i've no time for dinner, i can eat while driving! *keke* i'm going NTUC to buy bread tonight! lalallallallaaa~

It's gonna rain again and my car is damn dirty.. my dar say my car is like a man's car.. so messy and dirty... His car is cleaner than mine *hee* not i dun wanna take care k...it rains everyday...if i wash my car, all my effort will be wasted...then again, i need to buy a mini vacumn to clean up the interior... yicks!

gotta bathe now.. will see dar dar at Swimming pool in the evening... might wanna go for a dip!

...no, i don't mean "men".... i mean menstruation! haha~ finally... for the past one and a half years, my mens has been so irregular... sometimes 2 months once, 3 months once....aiyoh...so irritating...don't even know when it'll come... gotta put a few pads in my car..in case... my this time, it came! ...one month! haha~ i was shopping at giant with darling when i suddenly have the urge to shit! then i went to the toilet...and when i was going to wipe my backside, i saw blood! haha... sorry ah, abit gross...i mean..imagine i carry on shopping...think i wouldn't have feel my blood dripping...anyway, rushed home right after i'm outta the toilet... though have mens is quite a hassle... but when it doesn't come regularly..it's quite scary you know.... then again when it comes regularly, it's so troublesome...gotta waste money on pad some more...argh

We're gonna have a BBQ at sembawang park this sat! Chilldren's Day! darling and I organised it for our swimming classes :) actually the parents suggested it lah, so darling and i went on and planned it! so exciting! pray for good weather that day man! Gonna bring camera... and take many pictures!

Was coaching at castle green yesterday and spoke with Gina.... was asking her if i should get a Executive Condo or a 5 room flat... headache leh...sigh...

played theme hospital for the last few days... this morning too...at the last stage...but i just can't get over it..so angry! don't wanna play already...i go and play piano...

I'm soOOoO Lazy to blog... maybe just a little a day hor? whenever i have time...

It's raining now.. supposed to be out teaching piano.. but Ivy Lee just cancelled today's lesson..she wanna bring Mikki out.. *sigh.. I've been teaching Mikki for more than a year already i think.. but still haven't take her grade 1 exam.... sometimes i just wanna tell her mom, that i don't wanna teach her anymore.. coz she doesn't practice her piano at all...learning piano's not so easy k.. need to p.r.a.c.t.i.c.e! but Mikki's very cute..can't bear to give her up..she writes me cards, and remembers teacher's day! haha.. so sweet hor...

Went to view a few condo yesterday... suddenly think that MONEY is very important...ya...though money is not everything.. but without money, you can't buy anything! So, Darling and I are going spend $2 on toto every week.. to buy something...... called HOPE!

Ya, did i mentioned i pay $230 for the damages done to Mazda 2.. quite good le... oH! We're gonna have a BBQ on children's day...gonna invite all the kids (swimming class) to Sembawang Park... and their parents...didn't know they all so enthu! hahah....it's potluck.. then they all wanna prepare food.. satay.. drinks...etc....

Looking forward to that day!

i met with an accident...a super minor one..but i think it's gonna costs me some money.. less then $200 i hope... CTE traffic was super slow...and i was behind a mazda 2...she keeps on braking...braking...braking...ya, and i bumped into her.. sigh...she's nice lah.. i'm gonna meet her at my workshop at 330pm.. just a minor dent... oh! she's a 'P' plate too.. damn..darling always advice me not to drive behind "P" plate... now i know why..though i'm a "P" plate myself, but i rather fluent in driving k....see how lah...maybe can negotiate....going to serene's workshop...she's gonna help me i guess....thank goodness...i know her... it's the power or networking...now i know..i must make more friends!

well, it's ok... just had a chat with yuling.. told be she buang toyota integra...scratch only $200... she's sharing with me her experiences on the road... seems like ifyou're on the road, these kinda things are inavoidable... *CHOY* see how lah..darling say he'll pay abit for me..keke..and we're gonna meet up this sunday.. to view her flat! then shun bian talk about marriage! keke...

going to workshop le...shall see how things go...............................wish me luck :(

...but dunno for how long... well, been away from blogging for so long.. lazy lah! but that doesn't mean i haven't been reading blogs k! those that i've read faithfully includes Yuling, jiaxin, jiarui fanny.. been reading yuling's blog coz it's really interesting to have a friend my age to get married... and also, to learn from her..find out more info.... coz, it's gonna be my turn soon :) haha~ oops.. looking around for house and photo shooting.. ROM venue...maybe next year... or the year after.. .... been reading jiaxin's blog to find out how's she.. well, i'm not that close to her, but i still care for her.. hope she's doing fine.. but her blog is down! damn..

I'm gonna order KFC and watch superstar tonight... i'm supporting Weilian! simply because... he's blind...sad to say.. many pple's perception of superstar is that... one is able to present himself/herself on stage... but to me, superstar means, that person has to touch people's life...and i believe weilian can do it.. his voice's quite nice mah! well well, we shall see...

I've been drinking yakult faithfully everyday... it helps in my bowel movements! really! my constipation problem is quite bad leh!...used to shit once every 3 days, sometimes evern once a week! ahah..now... everyday 2 days... then recently, everyday!!! lalala~ i was happy... that time i even went to yakult factory at senoko to look at how yakult is processed..haha...

Off to play theme hospital now!

Hyundai Getz was "born" on 26th July! it's a sunday.. after swimming, dar and I, together with Dar's mummy went to collect my car! Dar's daddy fetched us there with his big big lorry! so fun! anyway, the first thing we reached there was to hunt for my car.. coz we already know the number.. SFW466Y :) so chio.. it looks like a Hyundai matriz to me leh.. coz i've asked for a spoiler, multi-disc changer, sports rim, leather seats, central locking & alarm, reverse censor :) complete already! just that my side mirror's not auto...well..i'll change it one day.. we checked the car...sign documents....and off we go...well, not me driving..dar drove it... coz i haven't bought my "P" plate yet... it's a probation plate..gotta put there for a year! :(

drove to the shell petrol kiosk the first thing we left the place...full tank petrol costs about $58...then went home... dar went to buy "P" plate for me...then i came down again, i drove around the neighbourhood... it's an auto car, must get used to it... dar's dad called...he wants to see the car, so i fetch dar, dar's bro and mom to dar's dad working place so he can see the car :) then i drove to eat laksa..then swimming...then dinner..then home! so fun! lucky to darling beside me, if not i scared scared........

i came to realise that on the road, it's actually not the vehicles that are scary...it's the PEOPLE! they just cross the road anyhow...and come to think of it..car is just a machine...it's people who are controlling it....

i start my drive with a prayer always...that i'll have a safe journey throughout......

I'm gonna get a car! GETZ! ...can't believe it.. getting a car at 21... well, many rich kids out there probably start driving as early as 18... dad bought them a car, or watever.. but i use my money to get my own car! it's different.. dunno how to explain..

anyway, it'll be a Hyundai Getz.. not a fabulous car, can move lah! but looks cute leh.. reminds me of a mini version of grandis..haha.. well, thot of sharing vios with darling, but his schedule and mine will be different.. so, get 2 cars :) both are black! i was actually thinking of getting the same car number as dar's car...but..it's another $1000.. hmm... no money :(

well, we're never satisfied...right darling? now that we both each have our own car, we'll be looking forward to a 5 room flat in 2 years time :) yeah!

Love you Dardar..

Oh, forgot to mention..darling bought this ornament for me, i put it on our study table.. hmm.. it's this bou and girl, trying to pile bricks and eventually, build a wall.. dar wants me to look at it whenever, and reminds me that our hardwork now will eventually give us a better life in future.. now whenever i look at it, i feel so motivated! my house... here i come!