is just an ordinary day........
woke up at 7am...went for lesson from 8am til about 10am... wanted to swim...but it rained....and rained... came back home to fix up my shelf... pack my room...etc.... took me the whole afternoon... then gotta bathe and go for my lesson at 330pm... then Korean class with Lorraine...
I passed my VIOLIN EXAM! my very first violin exam... haha.. pleasant surprise... when i told Iris, she laughed non-stop.. for your info, she was my accompaniment for my exam...and my performance was all so screechy! and i passed!...with quite a good score even..whahah... way to go...for my next exam next year! weEeEe~
My internet connection is finally up, dun hafta go Mac to surf net anymore..
wait til my room is fully done, i'll take some pictures of it... cosy cosy...
but somehow..... it's lacking of something............ something is missing...... it's a feeling....
Can you give me some time?
I miss You.
Today....
FINALLY.........
i know it all.........
I've heard... I've read.. I've understood...
I thought i was strong... who knows...
Luckily i have my doggy with me....
i FINALLY broke down......
Thanks.
一个人生活
那一夜我的冲动, 这辈子永远记得
带著心痛, 独自孤单飞过半个地球
作这样率性抉择, 心里头难免失落
一心想, 要把你遗忘在异乡的午后
我可以走得洒脱, 走得轻松, 忘愁忘忧
我想要的自由, 如果你没有, 请你放开手
到一个属於自己天空, 自在地遨游
一个人生活, 简单无欲无求
你的好, 你的坏, 我仍然留著一样也没带走
从今后一个人过, 没忧愁, 没烦忧
我可以走得洒脱, 走得轻松, 忘愁忘忧
我想要的自由, 如果你没有, 请你放开手
到一个属於自己天空, 自在地遨游
一个人生活, 简单无欲无求
一个人生活无欲也无求
To YOU
I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU AND I'M EVEN MORE DISGUSTED WITH ALL THAT YOU ARE DOING. I'M TELLING YOU THIS..AND THIS WILL BE FINAL.. WE'RE OVER.
Bro's Birthday
there are 11 cups on the table...but i can only remember 10 of us leh... ben, eileen, WJ, FH, WJ, QC, Veron, YJ, Taka, Me..who's the 11th one!?
Veron and I are taking photo of each other taking photo...?!?!???! whahaha...errr... P/S: YJ and Veron are sitting beside each other.
Good old faithful Bang-ga-la sheet....our 2nd round of celebration starts!..20th Jan (Sat).. so nice, we have the guys to BBQ for us all! weeEeeeEe~
Caught in the act! XY can't wait for the food to be ready...so he's muching on pizza!
You might be wondering how old my bro is...wahha... total of 46 candles! well.. one candle represent half-year-old.......so, he's actually 23 lah..*keke* It's durian cake from Angie's choice! chosen by me and veron! we're durian lovers!
Ta da! Here's come the bday boy! XY manage toplan a little decoy and get him away from the chalet for a while..
Make a wish...make a wish...make a wish...
Finaly..cut the cake! oh! did i tell you, Eileen bough magic candles! it relighted itself everytime bro blows it! so cool! he took like 5 mins to blow them all out.. *tsk tsk*
Now bro.. you know who's the culprit! haha.. TAKA!
A few round of torturig sessions begins.. bro was supposed to blow into a bowl of flour and try to get the ping pong ball out! and the result is..............
He did it! (Look at his face!) so disgusting... cream plus flour... eeeks!
Pressie! WJ prepared a gift for him.. ya.. playing around with him... no no..the shirts were not his pressie...
yeah.... a bag!
Tragic! haha..he's supposed to look for his next pressie.. given a time of 5 mins.. everyone 1 min that past, hehas to remove a piece or item from his body...ahaha...so...off goes his shirt!
Look at what the guys did to him! 6 pack! *whistles*
Finally, the long awaited pressie.......
A fossil watch!
a group photo! Good old AAAlumni.. *grinz* er...wat is yaolong doing?! XY...now you know!
Here...the 3rd round of celebration! Happy birthday!
KuKuP 2006/2007
Mahjong! they played the whole night thru.. of course, changing players lah.. i was in the room.. chatting til about 4am..then fell asleep...only slept for 3 hours...coz the bus's coming at about 8am...
yes...one big crowd! 20 of us all together! we're gonna occupy half the coach... it sits 40 people.. the bus is late...while waiting...
haha...guess to whom does this pair of hands belongs to? *keke* one so tanned...the other so fair...
We arrived in Malaysia shortly.. we stopped at this place for Bah Kut Teh.. was very full, coz i ate mac for breakfast at about 8am...then it's like 11am...and we're gonna eat again...we ordered and shared amongst 8 of us.. i didn't eat rice lah.. too full..*burp*
Once we arrived in Kukup, we put our barangs down, check out the facilities a little, and off we go for lunch! (We just ate bah kut teh)! Haha...luckily i didn't eat alot just now...so there's room for yummy food this round! wEeEeE~
After Lunch, we went back for Mahjong and our ever favourite Sabotuer Game! and let's look at the current situation of the game..........
OoPs! Looks like the Sabotuer has done a GREAT job! *chuckles*
After gaming around for 3 hours, it's time for dinner! (didn't we just had lunch?) wahhaha~ we had two tables...and ya... look at the monsterous act below..............
look at the prawn shells! think Takashi ate 5 kg of prawns!
ChEeRs! 
After dinner, we went up to the common room for our activity of the night! It's the last day of the year, and thot we'll do something meaningful for everyone! Everyone has a notebook with our names on it. We were to pass it around, and everyone is to write something meaningful about everyone.. Look at takashi and rainne... legs crossed in opposite direction!
Following that, we have our gift exchange. We played the "Angel/Mortal" thingy we used to play in Primary school *hee* We were suppossed to guess our angel.. and..ya, how am i supposed to guess?! My angel didn't show up or done anything special for me loh *er hem* So, after 2 tries of wrong guesses, here comes the forfeit... We bought this "Wethead" toy at Toy'r us and there are 8 sticks around it.. we're to pull out 4 sticks, and only 1 outta the 8 sticks will trigger the stopper, and water will gush down :( ya...ok..i'm wet.
My Bro's wet too!
A Group photo of everyone after gift exchange! We're all ready for the countdown!
Everyone's setting up for the grand fireworks session!
haha..look like huge enormous joss sticks yeah?
5...4...3...2...1... Happy new year! Took some videos of the fireworks, but not gonna upload it here.. the whole fireworks thingy lasted about 45mins.. we were playing with it...and screaming..e.tc... it's comparable to National Day's fireworks. I'm serious!
Veron got us some light sticks....i took 3! hee... we were trying to make something outta it... ooOPs... obscene!
Tada! Mickey Mouse!
Handcuffs! those are Wee Jin's hands! 
After fireworks, we had supper! *burp* and we were experimenting 1001 ways to take photos! so artistic right?!
May ALL OUR POWERS COMBINE!
the next morning.......................this is the living condition we were in for the past 1 day...
It's a mangrove swamp!
This is the house we all stayed in!
All ready to go back to Singapore! Two days One night here is too happening for us!
Home Sweet Home!
2007..........
It started off quite well.... it's 9 days into the new year already........ i've been slacking!
Lessons gonna start today...and my most hectic day would be thursday... 830am to 830pm! *faintz* but... the other days... lessons starts mostly at about 230pm.... so i can sleep late!
Many plans are coming up.. too much to take...
Free of some financial burdens....
New expenses and Doodads coming up.....
I treasure friends alot more now......
I MISS MY FAMILY.......
Actually i've been thinking real hard if i should move back...need somebody to talk to... please call me....anyone....
Been weighing the pros and cons...
*How to shift all my things back?
*Dar would miss me and i would miss him
*Need to re-do my room
*My piano!
*How to bring this up to Dar and Family
*Nobody would cook for me
the reasons why i wanna move back is because..............my mummy actually said this phrase to me "Even if i die, you also dunno".... though we were joking about it, but it actually hit me... really...if anything happened to her, i really wouldn't know... but i wanna be the first to know (if there's really anything)... i think she misses me... i've ben away from home for about 2 years already... i miss her... though I always appear happy and cheerful to all, i'm rather vulnerable at heart... i appear to be independent and strong... but i do break down at times... we do meet up for family dinner often...together with my grandparents.... but recently, when we meet up or when chatting on the phone, she'll tell me to move back..she says...family is the most important.. My mom also moved out when she was younger... both of us are similiar...hee.... well, she must be speaking from experience..........
...another reason is... i feel, my relationship with Dar would be better if we're not living together... i see my friend's BF sending them home... and visiting each other's house... old fashioned, but i still believe in "absence makes the heart grows fonder"....and when they get home, they'll call each other over the phone and chat through the night... Dar and I dun even do this... It's really different from staying together..though most people would envy us..he used to send me home...though i know he's lazy...and he would send me up to my house.. then we'll stand at the lift for so long... i'll look down from my room, and see if his car is gone...when we meet up for supper etc, he'll park his car and wait for me at the lift... i miss that kind of feeling in a relationship... if not now, we'll not have a chance anymore... i believe we would be closer when we're living apart (how big can singapore be?) *hee* But...i'm afraid he's not used to it...after living together for 2 years now.......
S.t.u.c.k
