~^*mchee*^~ says:
i think i've lost the guts to _ _ _ _ _
** says:
means u r older and more responsible le...
** says:
u begin to feel responsible for ur own actions...
** says:
and know how to respect "fear"...
hmmm...
some ways, somehow.. i will always be reminded of you, not by choice.
your name will just be soOooOo audible. visible too.
just when i'm enjoying myself throughly, and all smiley,
my facial expression will change. instantly.
all because of you.
i choose to give up a friendship.
why don't you just stay far far away and get outta my life.
i really don't wanna hate you.. and i don't.
i just dislike you totally. to the core.
It's either YOU or ME.
I will not be seen at the same place with you again.
I will make an effort to.
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when you read this..and feel that your brows are twitching..
yes, it's bloody you i'm referring to.
don't come and clarify with me.
i do not and will not entertain.
围墙
不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间
不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间
某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线
谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味
谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面
多可悲围墙都在对不对
Kungfu Panda~
Watched Kungfu Panda today.. well, didn't wanna catch it at first.. but that's the only show left that I haven't watched.. and i totally LOVE it! I laughed throughout the whole show! Actually..it's quite easy to get me to laugh lah.. I tell you..the animation is GREAT! It's so REAL! I just have to *shhhh* capture a few photos in the cinema.. this is one of it! Right at the beginning of the show where Panda fell from his bed after a dream~
His 'shifu'! It's really very farnee lah.. please go and watch it if you haven't. Gotta be the funniest movie of the month! The whole cinema was really laughing altogether.. and all so reluctant to get outta their seats at the end of the movie.. and the Monkey's voice was actually Jackie Chan's! Argh.. if i knew it form the beginning.. i would have paid more attention to it..... alrighty.......and the picture I LuRvE Best would be....... this one! 
Movie ended few mins before 12 midnight.. and I just have to get Mickey today.....
Yesterday, Weijin and I went to the Arcade..and got ourselves addicted to the "sweets-pushing" machine.. spent like $28 and got Minnie! Today...... Mickey! yeah! spent $18 this time.. haha..so happy can!
Now... who's gonna help me finish this whole container of sweets! Luckily I didn't take the pack of sweets home today..
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I'm gonna eat dumplings tmr!
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I freaking haven't gotten over THAT issue.. it's been haunting me every moment.. you know.. i can get SOoOoOoOO angry that when i breathe, i can feel my ribs aching.. and my heart starts beating very fast.. my mind just twirl and I get giddy..
I certainly CAN'T and WILL NOT let this matter rest. Watch out.
i just had to let it out tonight..
take it longer no more..
Thanks to all those who took my ranting.
It can't be resolved.. and will not be resolved at all..
I bear grudges.. easily til forever.
I'm very negative today.
usually i'm very positive.
I don't really feel like seeing you agian.
Actually, what are your motives ah?
why am i even bothering to know.
I have 娃娃voice.so cute.
you dislike me because of this?
(a reason thought of from an annonymous friend)
and also, prolly because I want things MY way.
(also from the same annonymous friend)
Why did it start in the first place?
Don't say i started it first.
coz you started this shit first
*childish*
Not as if this is a very big issue.
It's DAMN big.
freaking BIG
Somehow, I remember every single thing you said.
And every single thing you do.we do.
No wonder Eileen said:
"Never knew such extreme emotions could co-exist."
that's L.O.V.E and H.A.T.E
Countless times, I could just forget.
** "forget" over here.. does not mean literally forget..just putting it behind my mind, choosing not to think about it at all.
but incidentally. it showed up.
w.o.r.d for w.o.r.d
i took a mental picture of it.
No. I will not bring it up to you.
Coz.. the day when I do so,
it will be the end of everything.
E.v.E.r.Y.t.H.i.N.g
Unless you want everything to E.N.D
do approach me.
"Everything" means at the stake of our friendship
I believe there is one to begin with.
I'm ready.
I will face you with total honesty.
Crocodile tears will flow along with great pretence.
*oOpS*
hiya.. but deep in my heart,
hiya.. but deep in my heart,
I love you alot, friend.
believe?!
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I'm going to write someone a letter. But a letter postdated til 2009.
Eileen and I once had a huge fight over a "Fish". She wrote a letter of hurtful stuff and all her emotions within her at that moment. We didn't talk for quite sometime.. That was in 1998 or 1999. However, the letter was given to me 2 years later.. and til now.. 2008.. we're still gr8 friends~ 15 years of friendship~ I LoVe YoU GirL!
I shall do just that.
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Gary cheered me up with this silly joke. And I really laughed!
A caucasian man saw his chinese maid moping the floor and asked "How's the floor?"
Chinese maid replied "Bery Good, Bery Good!"
Caucasian man walked a few steps.. slipped.. and had a great fall! "Why Didn't You Tell Me That The Floor's Slippery?!"
Maid replied "Yes Sir! I told you the florr is bery *good*"!
*good* means 'slippery' in Hokkien~
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