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Happy 28th Birthday Zhiwei! ~

Reached Raffles City about 645pm at TCC to meet Veron and YJ.. to write ZW's card.. then went to meet ZW at 7pm to buy his bday pressie! He bought himself a Captain America's figurine! haha.. anyway, i brought him to the Adidas boutique at City Link..wanna get a polo tee for him.. and i saw my friend working there! yeah! entitled to 15% off!! staff's discount! so ZW went to try the polo tees while i chatted with my friend..

walked back to raffles city after getting his pressie... Had our dinner at Raffles City.. can't remember the restaurant's name.. but the food's great! had Crepe.. very very nice! will definately go back there again! Wanted to eat at Shokudo, but the queue's very long.. apparently, they are also not very hospitable in giving us a table for 11.. So after all the ding-dongs, we finally had our dinner at about 830pm *hungry* Thanks to my 3.2 mega pixel Sony Ericsson 960i ok.. i got this group photo taken! they all laughed at me for using phone to take picture;compared to George's camera lah.. hmph! well.. all asked me to bluetooth to them after all..should charge them $1 man! haha~
Zhiwei's cake! very very nice chocolate cake! just nice to go around...one piece each.. well.. didn't know he likes chocolate as much as I do!!! one candle on the cake only wor.. anyway, had a nice time catching up with each other.. the last time all of us met was.. one month ago..at Chalet.. i think a gathering once a month is quite healthy! Happy Birthday! May you sail in your little boat in the vast ocean.. and find your promised land soon! Hope you like the present! i know you do.. haha~ headed to Orchard thereafter.. Cineleisure.. too crowded.. no movies.. KTV's too ex.. so.. decided to go home... then decided that it's too early to go home.. went Liquid Kitchen for a drink instead.. G put parking coupon when it's free after 10pm! *oops* Liquid Kitchen's very very cosy.. nice place to chill out.. will go back there again!! stayed there till about 2am! oh.. and the waiter did not account one drink into the bill..yeah! saved $10! played Daidee..chit chat.. then home sweet home.. thanks G for the ride...
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i've seriously thot it thru.. and i've decided..
yes.. it's final.

think my threshold has reached its limit.

i hate myself for being so direct at times. Afterall, not everyone can take my candidness so readily. i'm amazed at what i can do.

i'm very very very disappointed.

it's time for me to take a step back.

p.a.s.s.i.v.e

was feeling rather perturbed this weekend.. decided to ask Veron to keep me company in case i turn crazy over night.. Veron will always be Veron.. i told her i need her company..and there she is..at my place..Caught Veron in action! she took her winnie-the-pooh's hand to wipe her lappie's screen! haha~ we had a "Girls Only" chat and just told her everything that's bothering me.. and we watched video till 4am! fell asleep..and woke up at 1pm the next day. She kept complaning that she's hungry..argh.. went Mac..she did her project, and i read my book.. nice, quiet time.. then went for movie...WANTED! fantastic show loh!
Went to suntec for the comics exhibition.. took at few pictures.. haha.. 老夫子!! looking at their game of chess.. me!.. "light bulb"! wahhaha~ you know ah..when i take all these photos.. damn paiseh.. coz i can feel alot of eyes on me..
especially this one.. alot of pple walking pass.. as i was posing loh! haha~.. ya.. me with them in their cars! looking at.. er..
making faces~ bleah!
patting my head~ i had to kneel down can!
wanted to borrow 2 guns and shoot them both..but that green guy refuse to lend me his gun.. instead..he used that gun to shoot me loh! argh~
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supposed to meet Bernerd for supper.. but i hesitated..coz i know..when i meet him.. i will be myself..and he will definately see thru me..and he'll make me say something i dun wanna say.. so I went home..got home at about 10pm.. i changed to my PJs already..when.. i suddenly have the urge to meet Bernerd..haha.. and to tell him what's in my mind.. sickening right..argh.. cannot stand myself! so i changed my clothes again and went out..

Really glad that I met up with him. Because.. he's the one (besides Alvin) .. who can honestly tell me what he feels and ya..be really honest.. that's what i need.. honesty.. i really appreciate these 2 guys in my life!
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I got my answers.. and I still can't believe it.. my dear friends.. please slap me outta this situation if i get too tangled..

to have and to hold..

to have? or not to have?
to hold? or not to hold?

i freaking asked for it.. and i deserve it.

every thoughts in my brain now seemed to be colliding with each other.

woke up at 12.30pm today.. by Alvin's missed call.. after talking to him, realised that i have 3 messages unread.. and my 3 alarms that i didn't hear it going off.. hehe.. i CLEARLY remembered hearing my "Maria" alarm.. in my dreams.. yes! i dreamt that i heard Maria.. you know, my Maria alarm is really really loud.. but the one i heard was really soft.. and sweet.. like it's sung by a young girl.. haha~ ya, read my message and realised 欧阳 msged me at 12:10pm if i want lunch *oops* i called him immediately and he's queueing for his food! well, he got off the queue.. haha.. ya, got dressed right away, and zoomed off to lunch.

After lunch.. I went J8 to get my DS memory card reader changed so i can play my Inspector Layten..thanks to Veron loh.. but sianz.. the stock will only arrive 3 days later.. so i ended up shopping.. that's when i think..i've contributed quite a substantial amount to Great Singapore Sale..also known as GSS. I bought 2 tops and 1 skirt in 30mins.. about $90 in total.. then..went to teach... met up with 欧阳 and Ernest after their work.. then went AMK hub.. then freak~ 3 new bags.. too tempting lah.. discount loh! spent $80 in 10mins! *faint* ya.. so i have 3 pieces of clothings and 3 new bags.. i'm supposed to buy new clothes for this weekend's dinner..and shoes.. liao.. going shopping again tmr.. and i need a haircut! my fringe is growing and.. i need to get it in place.. maybe sat.. i'll go for a haircut..

met Alvin for supper near his place at about 10pm.. i always enjoy my time with him. There's no end to our conversation..and it can just go on and on.. well, if time permits lah.. i think, i meet up with him quite regularly.. and i think it's healthy lah.. he's the one that gives me the best advice and dares to reprimand me for whatever shit i'm in.. i really thank God for him..

left his carpark at 12:30am and reached my carpark at 12:44am.. ya..i actually timed myself.. yes.. i took 14 mins to get from Jurong East to Ang Mo Kio!

washed up.. threw all my purchases on my chair.. and opened my M1 Bill for this month.. $149.67~ not too bad.. i paid like $672.57 for my April to June's bill.. anyway, what i wanna highlight is not this.. it's the mailer i got together with the bill.. i usually scan the mailer to see if there's any new handphones.. or promotions..etc.. but what caught my eyes was........ 欧阳! OMG.. he's freaking on the mailer advert can! haha..

Actually, i've seen this advert on already lah.. he showed me the other time.. but to get it MAILED to you.. and you literally open the envelope and then.. see his face.. is quite overwhelming lah..haha~ wanna drop him a msg like now.. but er..abit too late.. shall show him over lunch tmr..keke~

which reminds me of.. Alvin's appearance in "Teenage" magazine which i saw 6 years ago.. wahahha~ i was at his house..and was looking thru all his stuff.. found "Teenage" magazine on his shelf! It's amazing as.. well, if you know Alvin, he's not the kind of guy that reads this kinda stuff you know..haha.. ya.. he was on the cover page..and a few more pages in it.. modelling for some clothes' brand..

anyway.. this week's an exciting week.. with quite alot of stuff to look forward to! I'm feeling pink!~

melted when OYCS sang this that night~

KTV-ed ... slept at 4am, woke up at 830am today.

the night before..VCD-ed with Veron.. slept at 4am, woke up at 9am.

wed night too.. was out suppering at Bali House, thereafter.. at Ah Chew's Dessert.

tue night.. Movie "Get Smart".

I'm so gonna stay at home and rest... then again.. i'm going out tonight.. and tmr morning! *faint*