. . .mY bLoG, mY aCcOuNt, mY jOurNaL, mY LoG, mY cHroNoLoGy, mY cOnFeSsiOn, mY LiFe . . .

I Think Of You~

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

(Chorus)
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay

I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
(Chorus)

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
(Chorus)
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
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this song is so nice lah.. was choosing my bye-bye-ring-ring tone and i came across this song.. wanted to make this my ringing tone.. but thot i'll choose "Collide" .. specially dedicated to my bestie..who is.. going thru a "rough" time now..regarding to some issues "up there".. *oops* okok.. dun joke around with him le.. just a random choice lah.. anyways, gonna make "I Think Of You" my next BBRR tone!

Thanks to ZW! found the mp3 for these 2 songs.. 原谅我 and I Think Of You.. then he extracted the chorus part for my handphone.. to use as my ringing tone! yeah! you're the best! shall reward you the next time we meet! weEeeEeE~ the songs got him emo-ing too.. tsk tsk..

Last day of July.. 5 more months to year end.. so fast.. i'm aging!!! *faint* really gotta make plans for the years ahead!

and..i finally found my Wasabi Potato Chips! i've been munching on them at student's place..so pai seh... now i can buy them myself! hee~ at amk hub NTUC! so near!! how convenient! and i found my shampoo also! yipeee~
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Read some stuff from this certain blog.. in chinese.. thot it was quite meaningful..

"沒有一百分的另一半 只有五十分的兩個人"
like..so meaningful can! how we always go searching for the perfect half.. but i guess, there's no perfection to anything.. thus, it's how 2 people compliment each other.. 50-50 each.. makes 100 in the end!

freaking lost my car key while shopping at AMK hub this morning.. and the only shop i entered was Levis.. i had to call Jiayi for help, to bring my ONLY spare key.. thank you for making the effort lah.. but, i saved you a trip in the end.. because, i found it! near a stack of folded clothes.. thanks to the peeps in Levis.. the 2 guys were EXTREMLY nice!!!
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extremly moody today... dun ask me why... i won't utter a word!

you know..i love mondays and tuesdays.. i have all the time in the world to myself.. especially when there's sat and sun before mon and tues.. it's like a loooooong weekend! weEeee~

started with mahjong session at jie jie's place on friday night.. wasn't really expecting to play mahjong.. coz we didn't plan for it.. just thot of going over for dinner.. then chit chat.. but..we ended up playing mahjong till 4am! *faint* the BIG winner for that night is JAMES! he won like $68! and i won only $8 after playing the whole night! well..it's not really the money lah.. it's the fun! and the company! jie jie the most 可怜.. play until no more chips left.. QC play until use coins loh!

Left jie jie's place about 430am.. went AMK mac with QC.. slept only at 5am! *yawn*

Went JB the next day, and went to Claire's place in the evening.. Honestly, it's quite a cosy place for 2.. but, a little too stuffy.. and i simply can't live without aircon lah.. anyway, i heard they finished the whole bottle of Johnny Walker! damn high can! i was sooooo zonked that i had to reject my friend for a movie.. went home.. chat on the phone.. and slept at about 1230am.. and i got woken up by a call at freaking 2am!! joshua foo!!! *faint* he msged me to asked if i'm awake.. and if i never reply, obviously i'm sleeping right!! ya.. and he called.. asked me out for supper..

and i really didn't expect QC to call me at about 930am.. to tell me he's on his way down north.. anyway, i'm glad he called! dragged my lazy body outta bed and we went Orchid Country Club for gym..from 1030am to 12pm.. then went tanning til 2pm! so shiok lah! almost fell asleep! took some photos, but highly censored..*oops* QC was tanning his front, and i was tanning my back.. luckily he brought his Ipod along.. at least we have some music to listen to! went lunch.. and came to my place for awhile to check his email.. then we went AMK hub to shop around..then went for sushi dinner.. that guy can really eat loh.. *bow*

very very tired.. came home at about 6pm and slept til 8pm.. gotta meet up with bernard lah.. complaining that we haven't met for 3 weeks already..okok sorry.. we chat all the way from 830pm to 12 midnight! so much to bitch about loh! looking forward to our next holiday trip together! *wink*

pretty much sums up my weekend :)

simply HyPeR~

went Orchid Country Club yesterday.. wanted to swim.. but ended up taking soOoOooO long to take photos and video! haha~ the weather's so hot!! wasn't quite keen at first to meet at 12 noon! .. but after awhile, photo-taking's so fun loh! was laughing throughout the whole session! haha~

anyway, haven't seen Jiarui for a long time too.. and it was his birthday yesterday! Happy birthday!! took this while waiting for Jiarui to get my pink shades from my car.. i'm too lazy to walk over.. keke~



Jiayi's complaining that my hands were blocking his face..bleah.. too bad.. and thanks to his Olympus camera.. it's waterproof! so fun loh! We took photos underwater too! haha~

It's tiring lah.. to take photos in the water, coz gotta keep getting in and outta the water to adjust the camera.. on timer you see~


Underwater! I had a hard time trying to NOT stay afloat loh! That's why i'm behind the 2 guys lah.. they'll sink down..and i'm like pulling their wet suits so that i'll sink down with them too..haha~ but not for long before i pull them all up the surface..haha~ we laughed like anything trying to take these shots.. and when we start laughing, all the bubbles will cover our faces.. then have to take again and again and again and again.. damn tiring can!


Finally.. we've decided to stop taking photos and start to swim.. and i think.. me and my crazy idea.. we started to video our butterfly stroke.. almost died loh! we tried to swim in a synchronised way.. like all come out together, then go down together.. re-take dunno how many times.. outta breath can! nevertheless, we managed to take a nice video! but suck lah..my fly not as nice as the 2 guys' ones.. HMPH!



The camera's battery died before we reached the wall... argh.. but ok lah.. managed to take like 4 strokes of my housefly..i mean.. butterfly..hehe~

very very tired.. after all the "flying".. *keke* Rewarded ourselves with Sakae Sushi!

Durians

Help!! stop my durian craze! it's all your fault lah! I wanted to go home straight after gym on Wed evening.. But you.. you.. you..

Ok lah..not exactly your fault... we went 848 for yong tau hu.. so healthy loh! upon finishing my last fishball, this aroma just.. got into my nostrils lah.. wanted to buy just ONE.. really! just one.. but hor, one for $5.. 3 for $12.. of course buy 3 lah!


Ya..it's your fault.. because.. you're supposed to stop me from buying 3! well, we went to a void deck to eat.. just one.. and a half durian.. and he brought the rest home for his parents.. simply crazy loh.. but nice lah.. it's been a long time since i ate something at void deck.. he asked me if i remembered when was the last time we had food at void deck.. i simply can't recall a thing!

It was at my 619 house.. he bought prata over.. with curry somemore.. and i brought utensils down..and feast on it.. oh man.. he said i was simply crazy that time..

ok..no more durians for now...

*unsatisfied

after typing this entry, i realised that my title is the exact opposite of my bestie's entry title! haha~

It’s really quite interesting.. that somehow, we just feel something for somebody we're quite close to... to find that when we get to know that person, we’d be emotionally trashed. The thrashy feeling fills the void of curiosity and interest. The clear blue(or pink!) sky, is suddenly filled with dark clouds, leaving us confused. Seems like..the more we know, the harder the heart gotta withstand the blow. Telling the stories to close ones.. somehow makes us feel more 'diseased'.. haha~

It's really difficult to express the feeling we feel D E E P inside us. Sigh.. Certainly, we would wanna know.. if the 'other' felt the same way as you too.. at that exact same moment.

Tsk tsk.. there's always hope for a better love.. Free to choose/move.. away from anyone who cause us harm.. who hurt us... *ouch* How can we literally tell the difference?! obsession, anger, sadness, hurt...etc...

hah~ maybe we weren’t really in love with that person in the first place. Probably... its just a SHORT connection of interest between our fantasy and reality.

MAYBE... I Love You.. for a short while.. not for long i hope..

Love this Remix version... just happened to come across this song in youtube.. no other special meaning attached to it...

Only last June when her old man ran away
She couldn't stop crying cause she knew he was gone to stay
10:35 on a lonely Friday night
She was standing by the fire and ooh she was looking alright

I asked her if she wanted to dance
And she said that
All she wanted was a good man
And wanted to know
If I thought I was qualified

And I said baby don't waste your time
I know what's on your mind
I may be qualified for a one night stand
But I could never take the place of your man

It hurt me so bad when she told me with tears in her eyes
He was all she ever had and now she wanted to die
He left her with a baby and another one on the way
She couldn't stop crying cause she knew he was gone to stay

She asked me if we could be friends
And I said oh honey baby that's a dead end
You know and I know
That we wouldn't be satisfied

And I said baby don't waste your time
I know what's on your mind baby
Wouldn't be satisfied with a one night stand
And I could never take the place of your man

I love drinking fluffy! It's nice.. and warm.. and i'm always looking forward to the design on it.. oh! and it's cheap too! and healthy! by the way, Fluffy's actually warm milk lah...

i had quite a irritable day today.. or rather, eventful..

don't step on my tail.. you don't know how hard i'll bite..

try me~

 
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