Seems like another aimless day again today...not aimless lah..just.. BORED...nothing to do.. got home at about 1pm today...stayed over at Dar's place last night.. He suddenly pounced on me in the middle of the night..mumbled some stuff, then went back to slept..think he had a nightmare! and he drooled all over me last night... and i only noticed it when i opened my eyes this morning when i woke up...so i pretended that he pushed me off the bed, and i laid on the mattress *keke* strange...the moment i got onto the mattress, he seems to notice my absense... so he woke up.. now i know...the best way to wake him up is to disappear... then he'll wake up and look for me *hee* He had 4 nightmares last night...and the part where he pounced on me was his 3rd nightmare... i'm not gonna tell you his nightmares over here...guess he'll tell all about it in his blog tmr...
Anyway, i got home at about 1pm...and i played the computer for about an hour, then went to take a nap.....till about 6pm! woke up when i hear noises coming from the living room.. everyone was eating cheesecake... shannie just got back from Australia a few days ago, and brought back 6kg worth of cheesecake..not forgetting other goodies!
She kinda like just "broke" off with his "bF"... why i put inverted commas is because..they were never together... they got to know each other in poly year one...and now that both of them have graduated, they maintained that good friend relationship..however, i guess shannie habor the idea that they were already BF & GF.. goodness...after 4 years(a few days ago), when Samuel when out with other girls.. and Shannie found out... she scolded him...or rather..NAGGED... which then, Samuel asked her why should she control him when she not even his GF? It was then...that she realised that Samuel has always treat her as a good friend..but Shannie has treated him as his BF!
i dunno, and have no comment over this...but i thought that this matter is like.. very SIMPLE! i mean... NO ONE has ever said or clarified what their relationship was... even when i asked Shannie, who is he to you... she couldn't tell me a firm "Yes, he's my bf".... you see the point? *sigh* one-sided i guess... I'm sure this will not happen to me.. as in, even if i liked a guy, and the guy doesn't reciprocrate his feelings, i will NOT pretend that he's my BF...and will not think that he's my BF... i mean, there must be someone who "proposed" to start a relationship mah... how would any blur blur think that they were together, and only to find out after 4 years, that they were just friends..aiyoh..i dunno what to say.. it ridiculous.. Shannie, is you happen to read this... so sorry...i'm just penning down my honest opinions...and get over him.. you've better taste..and there's definately more out there for you to spend the rest of your life with... so...GET OVER HIM..
Darling is feeling so depressed... i'm really afraid that he might get depression leh..i'm serious.. he DOES NOT want to go for his attachment... At Ubi... he lives in Sembawang... lucky thing he drives..BUT the parking fees there is like $1/hour..so it'll cost him $8/day if he park his car there... he drove me to his work place last friday.. looked around.. decided to park at the HDB flats near by.. and his pathetic pay of $450/month can't even cover the parking fees... not to mention. 9am to 6pm working hour..includes sat...9am to 1pm... He's utterly depressed... guess it's like JAIL to him... for 3 bloody long months.. so if anyone pities him, please help him look for a company... that is looking for part-time attachment students... for 3 months... pays about $450.. work only from monday to friday.. and near sembawang!! the only thing BAD about the attachment now is that..it's too far!! UBI !!.. and sat is a work day! ..not to mention OT!! i'm clueless abt how to help him also...
Everyone around me is liking engaged or married.. so soon! Wonder when will be my turn.. really quite afraid of it.. living with someone for the rest of my life.. the ONLY fear i have is... REGRET..i mean, i'm afraid to chose the wrong person to spend the rest of my life with... then gotta end up divorcing.. and etc.... and not to mention ABUSE! so many cases of husbands having affairs outside, then coming home to abuse their wives... ohmigoodness... Everytime when i thought of this, i wish i were a guy... and i wouldn't ever wanna get married...
Future u.n.k.n.o.w.n
BGR
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