~*/ m | c h 3 L L 3 \*~

2 of my good friends had a fight..and they are not talking to each other anymore. They had a really good friendship for almost 10 years? ya..around there.. my friend questioned ownself "Can I live without this friend in my life?" after all..it's been a good 10 years.. my fren's answer "I'll try.."

It's been almost 2 months..they have not spoken a word to each other, nor have they seen each other.. I wonder.. if they'll miss each other... i bet they do.. even if they do...well, none refuse to budge or give in... nor are they honest with their feelings..
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Just a phone call away... Just a SMS away... Just an email away..
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"Can you live without me in your life?"
miss me? -call me~

It's PiNk DaY simply because I'm happy today.. i had alot of time for myself... I haven't had such good times for a long while...it all started last night.. reminiscing.. when was the last time you laughed til you teared? you know..i miss being my bubbly self.. also, i woke up at 1230pm today! I miss sleeping..really.. started to paint my room.. now..2 sides of my wall's done! and..half a ceiling...that leaves me with half a ceiling and 2 more sides.. *pant* Painted my room for 3.5 hours loh! my arms ache like mad! went out.. and had dinner at club..
i think the dish i liked most is...this plate of fruits! don't you think it's very Ka-Le-Ful! so pretty right! i can't bear to eat it!

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You are my all in all~

I feel.. quite unsettled this week. There's so many things going on around me.. i don't even have time sit down think properly.

so many things to do.
so many courses to attend.
so many lessons to teach.
so much money needed to spend.
so many people to meet.

so many .. so many.. so many..

so many..
question without answers.

Ernest went for interview at NUS yesterday.. i really hope he'll get a place in there..

I hope i get replies from those unis i've applied too.. ya, thot the dateline for SIM was 15th April, but it's actually 31st March! freak... went down personally to SIM yesterday and found out that the dateline's extended to May! I can take my time now.. QC came to meet me at SIM.. and lunch at Megabitez.. it's been a long time since Ive eaten there.. even since Poly days.. coveniently, i can just walk over to SIM.. QC's first time in SIM, and it happened that yesterday was the graduation day! so.. can see many sqaure hats and parents all dressed up for the proud moments of their child..

I really dunno if i should study.. i've weighed the pros and cons.. studying would obviously be better.. just that, i don't think i can pick up the momentum again.. but if i dun study, i'll be wasting my time! I'm so super free everyday can! that i can crash QC's lecture like dunno how many times.. haha..
Some lecture on Albert Einstein..and his works...which i totally 'catch no ball'...the lecturer seemed really passionate on his field of studies.. on physics...
haha~ caught a guy sleeping! managed to snap a picture of him! got a can of green tea on the lecture desk somemore!
QC trying to be attentive.. he probably knows i'm taking a picture, so pretend to listen..haha.. he refuse to lemme copy notes.. so, i was busy with my viwawa and msn..with Ben at that time...telling me all about the haunted house he visited.. *rrrRRRr*
Finished a packet of gummy and M&Ms! Zonked.. anyway, all these pictures were taken last week...
This one below was taken yesterday.. ya, same lecture.. Albert Einstein..this time eating my Pocky Strawberry.. trying to move him mouth, so his eyelids won't shut.. and i witness for myself..the incident about 'Girl-Scouting'...haha~ wanted to load the video.. but, i guess..better not! feel like going up to the lecturer and shake his hand "I really enjoy your lecture alot!"..then run off..haha~

ok best friend.. you have a test on Albert Einstein on 10th April! remember to bring pencil, eraser & calculator! Be there 15mins before the exam! haha~

He asked me to listen to this song.. and I think the girl sang beautifully..

I’ll be your love
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world

There’s a time, you feel like you’re lost
Feel the night will never end, through the daybreak
It’s hard to hold on, but there is tomorrow
Brings you to your senses, as the sun will make it’s way
You’ll make it there to the place
Where reality and dreams and love will be together
I’ll keep the life from fading
If the clouds lined your way and the wind sprays your faith

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world
Let me see you smile

Don’t you cry over the past, somedays might be gray and weiry
Not easy to live, to live and be heard
Til the rain stops in silence, I’ll be there to hold your heart
I’ll be with you
Til you find a reason for love
We’re taking for granted
We’ll keep the time from fading as the world is here to stay
Your hope is deeper than day

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world

If you would believe
Believe in the world
Of vision, of love
And the strenght inside your heart
You’ll find a way

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone
If yours to die, blindfold your eyes
I’ll bring you to my world

I’ll be your love, I’ll be your light
I’ll never make you feel, feel alone

Just trying out the new toy I've bought! woah.. not exactly as good as my upright grand..but.. still.. i love it!



窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

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It's April's Fool today..do not believe anything, anyone says...

was reading a friend's blog.. and that left me with some stuff to ponder..

Do I really have the right to be angry, sad, happy, disappointed, excited, pissed etc... I've been wondering about this too.. sometimes, what you put on infront isn't exactly how you're feeling inside.. deep inside.. it may just be the exact opposite of what you're trying to express.. no one will know.. and even if anyone asks, how would you decifer the truth from a lie? nah.. no one will know..

"For each of you sitting there, condemning me for my actions: How can you know that you wouldn't have done the same thing, if put to the test? Every day, we do little things to keep the people we love from being hurt - tell a white lie..etc... "

'Love will do that to you.'

-- Jodi Picoult,
Perfect Match.

People just wanna hear what they wanna hear, see what they wanna see, read what they wanna read.. sometimes, you just gotta close your eyes and forget about it.. if not you'll risk losing it all..

a single rose can be my garden, a single friend..my world..
-where are you?-
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haha~ got my mind off to doing some brainless questions.. well, it's not exactly brainless, i still gotta give it some thoughts...

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend(s): Germin Yeo! My primary school friend.. i treat her like my best friend, but she treats me like a real pest.. haha.. we've been friends for like almost 15 years to date.. we have been sharing this love-hate relationship til now.. totally nothing to hide from each other..i love you baybee!

First Screen Name: Mush/Mich.. Mush given by Iris when we were in primary school..and Mich, a short form of my name loh..

First Pet: A Bird..that can't fly.. serious! my grandparents did dunno what to it.. and the bird was practically walking around the kitchen..

First Piercing: 6 years old.. i was brave.. didn't cry.. now i have like 8 ear holes..

First School: PAP? PLMGS?

First CD: Some CDs that my mummy plays it for me to sleep every night..

First Car: Hyundai GETZ.. black..

First Stuffed Animal: A Pink Bear.. very small one.. i still have it ok!

First Hp: NOKIA 3310

First Crush: Sherman Lim Jia Rong! knew him at 7 years old! haha~ for my really close friends, i bet you find this name darn familiar..haha.. we're still in contact k..

NINE LASTS
Last Alchoholic Beverage: few mugs of beer.. in Japan..

Last Car Ride: Honda Civic.. Van: dad's van.. Bike: His bike..

Last Movie Seen: SpiderWick~

Last Phone Call: haha "Private Number".. called to ask if i really spent $2000 on my car's hospitalisation bill..haha~

Last CD Played: "WOW Worship"

Last Bubble Bath: In Hongkong.. or was it Taiwan? Oct/Nov 2007

Last Time You Cried: Yesterday.

Last Online: Duh.

Last Meal: Pizza! again..

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: n.o

2. Have you ever been arrested: No..err.. by school headmistress, counted or not?

3. Have you ever skinny dipped: No.

4. Have you ever been on TV: No.

5. Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: No. HAHA.

6. Have you ever cheated: of course lah!

7. Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Yes.

8. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yes, after crying, my eyes are usually tired..

SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. Nightgown
2. Panty
3. Spectacles
4. Necklace
5. Anklet
6. Earring
7. Hairband

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Sang
2. Played Piano
3. Blogged
4. Ate
5. Bathed
6. Drove

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS (not in order)
1. Money
2. VCDs/YouTube/Dramas
3. My can't-do-without $300 Pillow
4. Piano
5. Sweets/Chocolates

FIVE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO
1. God
2. Germin
3. Iris
4. Ben
5. Bernard

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: White.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Married
2. To have 1 Million bucks.

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Not continuing with my swimming trainings which might have eventually lead to SEA games.